dalekpatronus: (HIMYM ✪ boobs)
Today was kind of a shit day.

I spent most of it at work not even wanting to be there or even really wanting to do much of anything. I slept fine, I don't feel sick, even my song practice in the car was extremely lackluster and disappointing.

Even at lunch I didn't even really feel like eating, even though I could feel that my body was going to rebel if I didn't. I did manage to force down an apple and some rice though, so that's good at least.

just some rp whining; nothing spectacular and totally skippable )

Anyway, I have bigger and better things to look forward to, now if the end of the week would just come a little more quickly.

dalekpatronus: (COCKER ✪ trapped)
I feel an overwhelming need to get out of this place, I just feel so...stifled right now.

baaaaawwwww hurt feelings, health concerns, blah blah blah, skip if you want )

Blah blah blah, stuff and things suck and bawwwwww.

I have good things to look forward to in just a couple weeks, I just have to remember not to let things get me too down.

dalekpatronus: (AKIO - Discard all feelings~)
Bah.

It seems that the emo is everywhere, must be something in the water. Or the air.

Pain, I'm in a considerable amount of it.

Coincidences, they make me think that I'm living someone else's life only steps behind them.

Concerns, most of them will be kept to myself because I don't want to be brushed off again.

Cranky?  You bet I am, but I blame that on the massive amount of prescription strength ibuprofen that's been consumed in the last three days.  Perhaps the other health issues that are popping up might have something to do with that as well.  There was talk of going back to the doctor to ask if it was possible to get a prescription for something stronger that would actually help with the pain, but then the realization that it would probably mean going into physical therapy again.  No thanks, I'd rather to continue suffering for the time being.

And now I'm going to pretend like I can sleep, big things to do tomorrow.

ETA.

800 entries. Yay.

Or something.

dalekpatronus: (FotC - FLIPPIN' YOU THE BIRD!)
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Bad day was bad and long. B|  It's not like everything was terrible, but there were enough little things that went badly to make it a problem.  I guess they were more like annoyances than anything but my mood wasn't all that great anyway.  Though a considerable amount of that came from the fact that I was in pain and rather hungry for most of the day.  At least today wasn't like yesterday where I felt like eating everything in sight. +_+;  It wasn't even eating proper meals, almost like some serious stoner munchies.

I swear if tomorrow doesn't go better someone really is going to end up with my fist in their face.

So I'm thinking I'll take a shower, watch another movie and then try for some sleep.  At least then I'll have a better chance of being in an awesome mood. /o/

And maybe after work tomorrow I'll try to convince my mom that she needs Chinese food as much as she needs air.  I swear today all I wanted was some fried rice and kung pao chicken. DDD|
dalekpatronus: (SE - DEFEAT)
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Sleeping soundly and then coughing fit! DX

Today felt terribly long and I wasn't able to focus worth shit.  I'm damn lucky I actually finished the project I was given at work.  I think a majority of it was the fact that I was preoccupied all day, wrestling with the idea of doing something.  In the end I decided it was better to just leave things as they were tonight.  It's something that needs to be handled before I work on Tuesday, which doesn't really give me much time.  I have a feeling that tomorrow night would be best, it's just a matter of motivating myself to put a plan into action.  Even now as I sit here and think about it all I can feel my chest tightening up and I can already tell that I'll be looking for a million reasons not to blahblahblah.

But at the same time I know I don't want another day like today.

It's times like this I realize just how much of a coward I can be.  

Balls. :|

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