dalekpatronus: (MLP ✪ derp derp derp)
As usual I had a big post planned, but now I just don't want to.

My dad it getting just a little bit worse every time we turn around, his memory is really going and I'm waiting for the moment that it starts getting really scary. When I think about it I get this tension in my chest and I'm really not sure what I'm supposed to do or say. He's barely able to get around right now and stubborn as ever, I'm really afraid that I'm just going to get a call while I'm at work that something worse has happened to him.

Today was crappy in general, really, punishment pain was at a high. I spent the entire day at work trying not to vomit and at one point I had someone watch the desk just so I could go into the restroom and cry like a big baby. You know it's bad when I sit down on a dirty floor just to get a little bit of comfort. I know someone cleans in there all the time, but still the look of it...on a normal day I wouldn't walk in there without shoes. Work is work. There's always something to remind me why I really should start looking for somewhere else and just move on. Shitty management in general and I'm pretty sure I'm about to get penalized for a lost package that I didn't even misplace. Nevermind that the package arrived in fucking NOVEMBER and that cuntwhore Jocelyn is just now getting around to looking into it. Dumbass expects me to remember who took the damn box upstairs, but if they just got their shit together and kept it clean up there (like I was doing when I was helping up there) it wouldn't be missing in the first place. I'll be damned if I let them take a hundred some dollars out of my paycheck for something that wasn't my fault.

To add to frustration and pain, part of [livejournal.com profile] heartaddiction's birthday present arrived completely wrecked. I was furious when it got here yesterday and called UPS to file a complaint. Spoke with them again today to do an inspection over the phone and then was told that they would contact Amazon and hopefully something would work out. Contacted Amazon too, just to cover all my bases and make sure that if I really needed to send it back for a replacement, I could. ONLY GUESS WHAT? They are completely sold out and don't know when they'll be getting more in. Once I hear back I guess I'll figure out where to go from there, it just pisses me off that it was the one thing I was sure I wanted to get her and now I might not be able to get another one in time.

On a more positive front, even with all the frustration at work I still know that when I come home I have someone wonderful to come home to. ❤ For all the shit I put up with lately, it all just doesn't matter until I have to go back in and deal with it again. She's so amazing, putting up with all my bitching and ragefits over stupid things. She made my birthday extra awesome too, which is just another reason that I'm so frustrated over this package fiasco. I just want to make things as wonderful for her as they were for me.

I've been playing Sims 2 quite a bit, which is probably more time consuming than it should be. Well, alternating between that and Black. I need to start connecting with people again, I've realized. Last weekend Toaster and I got back in touch and kind of caught up and it was really nice, now if I could just keep it up. :| I still have to watch more of Battlestar Galactica too, now that I think about it. Aaaaand, I think I quit writing now. I didn't feel like writing something huge, but I did anyway.

dalekpatronus: (STARRYSKY ✪ Fuuuuu~)

And now I'm going to Disneyland. >:3
dalekpatronus: (SAILORMOON ✪ HI MI TSU)


I hope your day goes well, darling, you absolutely deserve it. I only wish I had more to offer you. ❤
Today turned out so much better than I actually expected. I figured it was going to be nothing but disappointment, but I was wrong and I'm glad for that much. Got to sleep in late and then we got everyone ready to go out for steak. >:D So I had delicious steak and a huge mug of beer for lunch and it was awesome~.

I'm really grateful to everyone that took the time to wish me a happy birthday, it made me happy and I feel like it was really a boost that I needed after the way that this month started out. Hopefully it'll just keep getting better and better.  I think it won't be so difficult so long as I can hold onto the people that have really been lifting my spirits lately.  I'm sure by now you know who you are. 

And now...meme time!

Comment with a pairing (RP or Non-RP Related) and I'll tell you:

1. When I started shipping them
2. What I think their challenge is
3. What makes me happy about them
4. What makes me sad about them
5. What moment I wish had never happened
6. Who I'd be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other
7. My happily ever after for them
dalekpatronus: (HANAKIMI ✪ DANSU. :|)


It's not your birthday here yet, but it is there. So...there. :|

dalekpatronus: (ALICE ✪ CAKE!)



Really keeping my fingers crossed on this one because I'm not sure how much more I can take at this other job.



I wanted to post it earlier, but this was the first chance I really got to sit down. I also wanted to call you babycakes for some reason, but I resisted. :|
dalekpatronus: (Reborn - You has a taste~?)


We're going to the zoo today since it's my mom's birthday too, so I'll celebrate TWICE as hard in your honour~! X3
dalekpatronus: (SKU - Mikage isn't happy. D:)
The anger has mostly subsided, only to leave concern and confusion in it's wake.  Though I can't be sure how much of it is actually warranted and how much of it came from the dream I had last night.

For various reasons the day has been a thoughtful one and I'm more than ready for it to be over. Definitely nothing new there, but I'm beginning to see why I've always done things the same way.  The more I think on things the more they make sense and I'm not exactly sure how happy that makes me.  I guess when it comes down to slipping back into certain habits, that'll be the time to worry over it.  For now I'll just wait and see how things pan out.

Picked up my paycheck today and it was a rather small one, not a surprise there considering that there was a week where I only got schedule for one day.  Things should be looking up a little though, I've been averaging two days a week and this upcoming one I have three days.  I have plans to put into action, but that's only if I can manage to save up a little bit of money.  We'll see about that though.

Tonight it occurred to me that I have a birthday coming up in just a little over a month.  I really only thought about it because my mom asked me what I wanted and I couldn't come up with anything that I absolutely couldn't live without.  I thought about trying to do something, but somehow I doubt that I'll really feel up to putting anything together.  It seems anymore that birthdays are rather disappointing, so why even bother to put forth the effort?  It'll probably end up being another of those years just spent with the family, but I'm thinking that it certainly can't be worse than last year.
dalekpatronus: (Bleach - Dansu dansu~)



You are made of awesome and win and ILU BB. In the event that I leave the house to do something fun today I'll be sure to have at least one drink in your honour. Maybe even three. WHO KNOWS! FOR NOW IT SHALL REMAIN A GREAT MYSTERY! +_+
dalekpatronus: (Doctor Who - Invisible Boobs)


ILU, BB~. :3
dalekpatronus: (AKIO - LETTER TIEM.)

Srsly, [livejournal.com profile] kittycow I hope you have an awesome day~. ILU. *3*


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