dalekpatronus: (ALICE ✪ BROOOOOMAAAANCE)
So glad this week is over. Now just to see if I can feel better over the weekend now. It's been nausea and headaches and all manner of other things. Blah blah blah blah.

Finished the final touches to game stuff, so have an ad under the cut. If anyone is interested we're taking reserves and applications now, if you know someone that might be interested feel free to pass the advert along.



And have some pokemon too.

dalekpatronus: (SAILORMOON ✪ ❤)
Fuwaaaaa, I really feel like I want to write a big entry about last week and all the fun stuffu that was done but there's just so much to talk about.

Suffice it to say it was awesome, though I know that was because of the company I had.

I really wasn't ready to come home, I wish I had a way to make things more permanent right away but I know that's asking a lot. I'll just wait and hope for something sooner than later, as always I'll be happy with what I can get.

Now if I could shake this sickness I might be able to adjust to being home again a little more easily. I had such a good time and I wanted to stay so badly that now that I'm here a lot of little things are irritating me. Though, I don't think it helps being sick and that monthly punishments decided this was the best time to show up too. OH WELL.

dalekpatronus: (COCKER ✪ trapped)
I feel an overwhelming need to get out of this place, I just feel so...stifled right now.

baaaaawwwww hurt feelings, health concerns, blah blah blah, skip if you want )

Blah blah blah, stuff and things suck and bawwwwww.

I have good things to look forward to in just a couple weeks, I just have to remember not to let things get me too down.

dalekpatronus: (BONES ✪ bathtub)
I'm beginning to wonder if I should make a trip to the doctor to have a few things checked out.

My equilibrium has been off for over a month now and I find myself losing my balance and nearly falling over or crashing into things. It's not that I feel weird or anything, it's just a little disconcerting more than anything.

Finally gave in and decided to try some alternative forms of medicine for monthly punishment. It's been a long time since I've done homeopathic, but so far it seems to be helping a bit and even just a little relief is nice. At the very least I can be happy that it's not going to be carrying on while I'm on my trip.

I need to remind again at work that I'm going to be out, I think even though I sent a reminder last week the dummy that does the scheduling has already forgotten that I requested time off.

Also found out that I don't owe nearly as much as I thought I did on the card, at least not right away. Which makes me wonder if my mom wasn't completely honest with me and I was paying for some of her stuff the last time too. Which is fine with as much as I don't have to pay for around here, but it still makes me wonder. :|

On a completely different note, I'd like to be able to ask a simple question without getting my head taken off. Yes, I agreed to go out and help my mom with more bullshit at my aunt's piece of shit house, all I wanted to know was whether we were going to be there all day or not. I never said I didn't want to go, I never complained, so I'm really not sure why I got the death glare and the irritated click of her tongue. I really shouldn't be surprised that it was taken in the way that it was, but just once today I would like for something positive to come out of her mouth that doesn't have to do with her haircut or the cat that she wanted.

BUT THANK GOD IT'S OCTOBER. FINALLY. *^* I'm going to do my best not to let anything keep me down!

Also I want a beer helmet. :|

Sometimes I wonder why people take me for a stoner. Then I actually listen to myself talk about certain things and I have to ask myself why I even wondered in the first place.

"Man, the energy in here is just so...negative. It's heavy, dude."

So not only do I sound mildly stoned, but I sound like a hippie too. :| Stone hippie? Something something something.

But really, the energy in the store was really nasty and heavy, like something bad was going to happen. It felt that way all day, but at least after lunch I was busy enough to take my mind off of it. There was also something that smelled really awful when I walked in, but I'm not sure if it was really there or if that's just how I was perceiving the atmosphere, as something horrid and stinky. I'll admit, we got a shipment of incense and one of the smelled like cinnamon B.O. Not a fan.

Hips are trying to slip out on me still. I was hoping after sleeping it would be better, but no dice.

I really want some pizza. That sounds so awesome right now. Maybe I'll get some after I lay down for a little bit.

dalekpatronus: (ToA - Not Amused)
There are few things that I hate more than being sick.

What's worse than laying around and feeling miserable?  Laying around a feeling miserable because something hits you in a strange way.  I hate it even more when it happens with something that really seems like it shouldn't hit you on anything that resembles a deeper level.  Right now I'm going to leave it at that and blame the fact that I'm sick and ridiculously bored.

One could be remedied, I'm sure, but it's a matter of finding the motivation and whether I feel like sitting up or not. At the moment that bed is looking awfully comfortable again, so I think that's going to to win without much of a fight.


I just went to the grocery store and bought food for a week, three large bottles of Sunny D and a six pack of bottled water.

All for under seven dollars.

Fuck yes.  That was the most AWESOME trip to the store ever!

And also the highlight of my day.
dalekpatronus: (ToA - Not Amused)

Why can I never make up my mind about RP stuff lately?  I want a character. I don't want a character. I suddenly want different one. DX


Called my brother a little while ago to tell him that I definitely wouldn't be in today, he seemed just fine with it. Thank god. I don't know if I could have handled another guilt trip without flying off the handle. I'm surprised that he took it so well though, he's usually the one that gives me the hardest time about being sick. Perhaps it has something to do with the fact that he's been feeling sick too~.  Who knows, who knows...

I'm going to finish this read through of something and then I'm going back to bed for a little while. This headache is really kicking my ass. DX
dalekpatronus: (Neuro - Mochiron. 8D)
I just had a large piece of cake and a glass of milk.

I will probably be very sick in a few minutes...

But damn it was delicious. :|
dalekpatronus: (Reborn - I'm the boss. :|)
Bah. The last few days have been really awesome and then today was just ULTIMATE CRASH. It felt like my mood had been steadily rising and then today it just decided that it didn't want to do that anymore. :| I've been thinking too much again, something that never really seems to be a good thing when I'm in one of my 'moods'.


There was a truck today that was smoking like crazy when my mom and I were pulling out of a parking lot. It was overheating and smoking, then started to catch fire. I really wanted to see it get worse, but no such luck. Most of the day I had a headache, probably the heat or something retarded like that. There really wasn't much of a reason for it.

It still hasn't completely gone away. Oh well. I'll probably go home after I make sure that my mom gets back safely and just lay down. Or stare at the computer screen in a daze. Because that would be really helpful for my head. :|

I was really hoping for rain, but I guess that isn't going to happen either. I think that would have perked me up really fast.


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