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Sleeping soundly and then coughing fit! DX

Today felt terribly long and I wasn't able to focus worth shit.  I'm damn lucky I actually finished the project I was given at work.  I think a majority of it was the fact that I was preoccupied all day, wrestling with the idea of doing something.  In the end I decided it was better to just leave things as they were tonight.  It's something that needs to be handled before I work on Tuesday, which doesn't really give me much time.  I have a feeling that tomorrow night would be best, it's just a matter of motivating myself to put a plan into action.  Even now as I sit here and think about it all I can feel my chest tightening up and I can already tell that I'll be looking for a million reasons not to blahblahblah.

But at the same time I know I don't want another day like today.

It's times like this I realize just how much of a coward I can be.  

Balls. :|
dalekpatronus: (Bleach - Star Gazing)
Interesting how some of the simplest things can set a person off, but really I don't find myself surprised in the least bit.  Just one wrong thing written or said, etc...  Not really aimed at anything in particular, just a passing thought.

The mood was off again tonight, but I managed to counter it for the most part. GREAT SUCCESS. Or something like that.  Now if only this pesky cough would go away. I wouldn't mind so much if I were actually coughing stuff up, but it's just that annoying little tickle that makes laughing something of a chore. That and trying to sleep. 

There's plans to go down to my mom's again today. I vaguely remember her telling me there was something that she wanted done but I wasn't really listening when she called me.  Maybe that's because she called me 6 times throughout the day and never really seemed to have anything terribly important to say. |3~



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