dalekpatronus: (REBORN ✪ Ufufu~~)
Fufufu~ The storm earlier was amazing. Rain, lightning, thunder, the whole thing. I don't even think it was that windy, I just wish I could have been able to spend a little more time actually being outside in it. Either way it was incredibly refreshing and probably something that I really did need to perk me up just a bit.

Only two days into the week and I already felt worn out. I have a feeling it's just going to get worse too, but oh well. Tomorrow my mom has an appointment for her knee and then I'm apparently supposed to teach the boys how to clean the pool. Not my idea of fun, but if it means I won't have to do it all the goddamn time then I'm game. I actually managed to score three days of work this week instead of just two, maybe that stupid cunt of a manager finally got over her stupid fit. I think I really would have liked to stick with the closing shifts, but it's fine. The opening shift means that I get more hours in the end. At least I'm still closing on wednesday and thursday, so long as we're not there late getting up on friday shouldn't be an issue. Then again, if I've got enough caffeine things usually end up working out just fine.

There's other stuff I'm sure I could write about but that would require so much more thought and might actually put a damper on my mood. It's decent now, so I definitely don't want to spoil that.
dalekpatronus: (SSRUNE - ROBIN IS FABULOUS)
I think this is the first time in a long time that I'm feeling something that actually resembles hope.

I didn't plan on writing more before I went to bed,  but even the two pages that got put down on paper ended up not feeling like enough.  It's nice, feeling like there's the possibility of going to sleep without all the dregs of my thoughts stirring up.  I don't have any doubts that I'll be thinking again as soon as my head hits the pillow, but somehow I get the feeling that things might seem a little more positive.

Now I just have to hold onto this feeling while I get back into the swing of things.  One step at a time, no need to rush.


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