dalekpatronus: (SCROOGE ✪ NO U)
Today was kind of a moody day all around, so I'm sure at this point it wasn't just me being overly sensitive. After work I came home and just curled up around my adorable waifu and passed out.

I thought I was good, but now I'm just sitting here getting more and more irritated every time my opens her mouth. All she talks about is Shawn and Stan and Shawn and Stan and Heather and jdslkfjsdf shitcock goddammit. And if I say something about how tired I am of hearing it, I'm the bad guy.

I'm just so sick of other people's drama, there's no reason that someone else's fuck up should be taking over my life. Goddamn, I seriously can't wait for this shitstorm to be over because I'm ready to explode over it. It's probably stressing me out more than it should, but when it's all my mom will talk about it's really hard to avoid.

blah blah blah blah blaaaaah.


dalekpatronus: (BOWIE ✪ SOB)

I will be so glad when chinese new year is over.

Today went by quickly enough, but by the time I was able to relax at home I just felt like I wanted to hit my head against the wall until I passed out.

Busy in the morning. Then the coolers went out and we had to take everything out of them (which meant eight shopping carts full of cheese and weird jarred fish from sweden). Then the building right across the walkway from our entrance (which they rent the space from us) had one of the pipes burst. Trucks were delayed from the weather and blah blah blah. People were calling in and late and buuuuuu. Just tomorrow and Friday and then I can relax for a couple of days. I think maybe I'd like to actually go and watch the dragon dance on Saturday, but we'll see how I feel about that when the time comes.

Had to switch out the cable boxes tonight for the den and my room, but the box in the den still doesn't seem to want to work. My mom is pissed about it and I'm so tired tonight I really don't feel like I can be arsed to care. When I called the second time to see if they would send a signal I did get a bad service/reception/technical difficulties message, so I wouldn't be surprised if that had a lot to do with the problems they were having today. My mom was freaking out over it because they plan on sending a tech to look at everything on Sunday but she's like WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO WITHOUT THE TV TO WATCH?!SDLKFJSDF. Not even considering that there's still two working televisions to watch in the house. :| Not to mention all the books she's been reading lately. She could just read a book and my dad could stay in bed and watch tv all day. PROBLEM SOLVED. OR MAYBE HOW ABOUT ALL THE MOVIES THERE ON THE BOOKSHELF? Idk, I think this is one of those I'M CRANKY SO I'M GOING TO COMPLAAAAAAIN WHEN I DON'T NEED TO.

I had too much caffeine today. I'm extra ragey. I think I'm done now.

I'm cold and my joints hurt. Maybe I'll take a shower after I'm done watching this dumb movie.

dalekpatronus: (BONES ✪ Cocky)
Today I had a headache and I just wanted to punch people and curse.

Idek where all that aggression came from.

Tomorrow will be better.

Now back to being all sdlfksjf and antsy over awesome things to come.

dalekpatronus: (HORRIBLE ✪ dsfdggffff)

That about sums up today. So damn insane at work, I don't remember it being like that last year. But then maybe I didn't have to work the Thanksgiving rush.

Now naptime. Maybe. If I can will myself to move from this chair.

I also need to dye pants tonight. Or tomorrow. Or maybe not at all since I already stretched them out again and the dye requires washing in hot water after. We'll see how lazy I am after I pass out.

Tomorrow is work and then family gathering. There better be beer there. Or else I'll be pissed.

dalekpatronus: (WHO ✪ hnnnnn)

Yesterday felt so rushed and today is just creeping along. IT CAN BE TOMORROW MORNING ALREADY, FFFFFF.

Still waiting on my haircut, which is lame but oh well. Thirty minutes, just another thirty minutes before I can call again to check and see if the guy is in or not. And if he's not...then I'm just going to have someone else do it despite my better judgment.

sdlkfj, I'm so tired right now but I can't nap because if I nap I'll never get to sleep early enough to get up in the morning. Flight leaves at 7:15, so we need to leave here around 5:45 which means I need to be up at 5:00. Why I chose the early flight, idefk.

I like the purple and blue pattern that I didn't even mean to do. It makes me happy. :c
dalekpatronus: (WHO ✪ oh snap!)
sfsjdlfjsdkjdsfdf. see icon, this face forever.

Last minute crunch, I can't remember if I've forgotten to pack anything at all or not. I still have one more day to pull things together and a million other things that need to be done as well.

I need to secure the rest of the decorations tomorrow, try to fix the grim reaper and actually set up the timers the way I was supposed to today. I think we're going to the aquarium with my nephews as well, but that still remains to be seen.

Didn't get my haircut like I wanted today, as it turned out someone was misinformed about the days that he would be in so it's looking like if he's not there tomorrow I'm not getting one before I do. Which would be absolutely wretched, considering that it's really getting so ridiculous to deal with. Today I didn't even bother putting product, despite it looking...strange.

Went to Wal-Mart and bought a few things. Some greatly needed socks, a couple of halloween themed shirts that I didn't need and cat food that we did need. Probably should have actually gotten the cat litter, but I think my mom can handle that this time around.

But stuff, stuff, stuff and things. I've also got to remember to see about checking in for the flight in advance, that way I can just head for the gate once I get there in the morning on Tuesday. Probably should make sure my mom is still actually going to take me too, I keep forgetting to ask and I'm pretty sure she was kidding when she told me that was too early in the morning for her to go. :|

just dslkfjsdklfjsdklfjsdlfjsdlfjsdlfkj. I should put a pain patch on my neck while I sleep, I'm all wound up and it hurts. aaaaaaaaa.

dalekpatronus: (SAILORMOON ✪FFFFFFF)
Now is not the time to be a big baby.

If only it were that simple. I just need to stay calm for a little bit longer and then I can be a big whiner. :|

Here, have some pokemon while I attempt to distract myself.

dalekpatronus: (ALICE ✪ TADA)

There was so much to see and so many cool things to buy. We did some stuff and things and there was cosplay and almost a whole Heart no Kuni cast and sdlkjsdlkfjsdf.

And then we went to a museum and walked around and did MORE stuff and things and I bought so much that I didn't need but I REALLY wanted.

I really do want to write something more detailed but I'm just too sdlkjsdkfjsf to do it right now and I still have a bunch of little figures to paw through and play with and there are two GIANT Yoko pillows just screaming to be squeezed...

Long week was long. Not a bad thing but I can be glad that it's over, that's for sure.  Just one more week before the epic adventure, I'm getting antsy and trying to remember everything that needs to be done. I'm sure the weekend before I'll still be running around like a chicken with my head cut off, no matter how hard I try to make sure I'm prepared.

Today was productive at the very least and I managed to solve the mystery of my exhaustion. One affliction down, one to go. I'm getting that feeling again and slipping into old habits, I'm afraid there's not much to be done at this point and self-medication doesn't seem to be helping. I suppose I'll deal with it when it gets to be too much, I always do.

I drove for a few extra minutes on the way home so I could finish singing along with a song and remembered a time that I got lost on the way home when I was in elementary school.  I took a different way home because I wanted to walk past a house that always had kittens in front of it and ended up getting terribly lost. I never did find those cats that day, I think it made me sad. At any rate, there weren't any kittens out in front of that house tonight...it still made me a little sad. :| 
dalekpatronus: (ALICE ✪ TADA)

Despite crippling pain most of the day, it turned out to be better than I would have expected. A generally relaxed sort of day at work, even though I feel like I got a lot done. I bought some soup mix that I want to make tomorrow night for dinner, Potato Leek. Really simple, but it sounded so delicious and I just really wanted it. 

A-and then, then I came home to a package. I was so stoked to see that my wig for my Elliot cosplay had arrived. I still need to try and style it some, but the colour is just so slkdfjfsdf perfect  and the cut of it...I really don't feel like I have to do much with it at all. *^* I need to decide just what I'm going to do as a second cosplay, if anything at all and I still have some minor alterations to make to Elliot's stuff too. 

Just about two weeks left to plan and stuff and s;dlkfdsfjdslkfj. So much left to do, it seems like. I did get my new schedule for work today, at least for the next week, anyway. Gained a few extra hours AND made it to where I could go in a little later. Maybe I'll be able to actually sleep the right amount, though I seem to be back to the bad habit of getting four hours or less and still managing to function.

The dreams this week have been....extra special, not in a funny sense but in a...well, I'm not quite sure how I feel about them, honestly. I guess it's not all that important, not unless they keep going the way they have been. 
dalekpatronus: (AKIO - Discard all feelings~)

It seems that the emo is everywhere, must be something in the water. Or the air.

Pain, I'm in a considerable amount of it.

Coincidences, they make me think that I'm living someone else's life only steps behind them.

Concerns, most of them will be kept to myself because I don't want to be brushed off again.

Cranky?  You bet I am, but I blame that on the massive amount of prescription strength ibuprofen that's been consumed in the last three days.  Perhaps the other health issues that are popping up might have something to do with that as well.  There was talk of going back to the doctor to ask if it was possible to get a prescription for something stronger that would actually help with the pain, but then the realization that it would probably mean going into physical therapy again.  No thanks, I'd rather to continue suffering for the time being.

And now I'm going to pretend like I can sleep, big things to do tomorrow.


800 entries. Yay.

Or something.

dalekpatronus: (FotC - FLIPPIN' YOU THE BIRD!)

Bad day was bad and long. B|  It's not like everything was terrible, but there were enough little things that went badly to make it a problem.  I guess they were more like annoyances than anything but my mood wasn't all that great anyway.  Though a considerable amount of that came from the fact that I was in pain and rather hungry for most of the day.  At least today wasn't like yesterday where I felt like eating everything in sight. +_+;  It wasn't even eating proper meals, almost like some serious stoner munchies.

I swear if tomorrow doesn't go better someone really is going to end up with my fist in their face.

So I'm thinking I'll take a shower, watch another movie and then try for some sleep.  At least then I'll have a better chance of being in an awesome mood. /o/

And maybe after work tomorrow I'll try to convince my mom that she needs Chinese food as much as she needs air.  I swear today all I wanted was some fried rice and kung pao chicken. DDD|
dalekpatronus: (Mulder - Say huh...?)

STEP ONE: Panic.
STEP TWO: Make contact.
STEP FOUR: Determine a course of action based on response or lack thereof.
RESULT: Mission failure. Further attempts to be made at a later date.

At least I have control over my hands and I don't feel like my body is going to rattle apart because of nerves. We'll see how I'm doing later though, I have a feeling that one way or another it's all going to come right back.

In other news I ate some really awesome nachos and it's freezing in my mom's house. Though I'm inclined to believe that I might be the only one feeling it because no one else really seems to be complaining. Now it's time to do another word search~!


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