dalekpatronus: (MULDER ✪ Say huh...?)
I want a nap.

So for the sake of being brief, I know I hate a lot of things.

But there are few things I hate more than someone lying right to my face. Way to set the example at work, dipshit.

I also hate being told that I should be medicated for my rage, herbal or not. I haven't punched anyone yet, so it's not like I'm a time bomb or anything. I usually pull my fist back at the last second, so it's all good. :|

dalekpatronus: (FACILIER ✪ WHAAAT?)

/insert rage about a million different things including communication problems, hypocrisy, the incompetence of others and insensitive nonsense.

I hate being sick.

dalekpatronus: (Bleach - What?)
Braindead and extremely irritable.

The only way to describe my mood right now. 

The last two days have been shit, but all of that was out of my hands.  I could probably do something more about my mood, but I'm not exactly sure what. Pissed off about a lot of things and a little too easily annoyed. 

I  blame it all on the stress, really.

Though, there are a few specific things that can't be blamed on that, as much as I would like to.

I wanted to take off work for the week so that I could be around for my mom after her surgery, but she insisted that I go. I meant to do some laundry tonight too but she went to try and sleep early, so that ended up kind of being a bust.  I guess it's a good thing that I'm going tomorrow, I probably need a little time to myself and I definitely need time away from the goddamn hospital.  I swear, I've seen more idiocy in the past two days than I have in the past two weeks...

Bah. Beer and something...a snack maybe.  Then we'll see if my mood improves.
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Not a good day and sadly not a damn bit of it was my fault.  I was an hour late to work because the dumbass that gave me my schedule told me the wrong time.  You'd think that when a reliable worker doesn't show up for work on time that there might be a problem.  Most managers would think to CALL the employee to see if there was a communication breakdown or if something had happened.  At least that was the way it always worked at my other jobs.  Did I get a call? Nope.  Instead I got treated like shit all day and had to deal with passive aggressive jabs that basically told me my manager didn't believe a word that I said.  Since I started working there in October there have only been two days that I didn't show up for work and both times I made sure to call in.  Correction, the second time I was late because my car wouldn't start and when I called to tell my boss I was on the way she just told me not to worry about it and to take the day off.  I even showed up when I felt like shit and should have been in bed.  Fuck you, I don't deserve being treated like an idiot when someone else made the goddamn mistake.

Then there's pressure from a million other things, the move mostly.  I'm still not packed up all the way and I'm not entirely sure that I'm going to get the help I need when I need it.  Half of my room is nothing but boxes right now and the other half is my living space plus a gigantic trash bag that I'm filling up as I go.  I just want everything to be done with so that I don't have to worry over anything any more. Tomorrow I work again, going in early to make up for the time that I lost today.  After that I'm going to pack even more shit up and then sit and stare at all the fucking boxes.  Hopefully Friday I'll be able to get someone to help me move some of them, but I'm not going to hold my breath.  My mom tells me that one of my nephews will be free for something or other, but with my luck it'll be the one that isn't really capable of lifting anything right now.  That's what I need help with, lifting things.

I have more to say, but I don't really care right now.  Fuck everything, I'm just going to bed.  Hopefully the ridiculous amount of rage will have receded by then and I won't feel like I need to stab someone in the throat with a pair of scissors.

dalekpatronus: (HIMYM - WTF Now I'm Smoking?)
Fuck fries and drama and hurt feelings and blah blah blah.

Fuck everything. >:|

I was hoping to be done with this mood by the time I went to bed tonight, but it seems that I won't be that lucky.  Perhaps tomorrow I'll have a bit more of a clear head and I'll be able to sort through all of this.  I wish I could be a little more hopeful about it all, but the mood won't allow that even for a second.

I wanted to finish this movie but even that feels like too much of a chore right now. Fuck this movie too, I'm just going to bed.  I think it's the sign to call it quits when I get to the point that there are only three people I don't feel like dealing some damage to.
dalekpatronus: (FotC - FLIPPIN' YOU THE BIRD!)

Bad day was bad and long. B|  It's not like everything was terrible, but there were enough little things that went badly to make it a problem.  I guess they were more like annoyances than anything but my mood wasn't all that great anyway.  Though a considerable amount of that came from the fact that I was in pain and rather hungry for most of the day.  At least today wasn't like yesterday where I felt like eating everything in sight. +_+;  It wasn't even eating proper meals, almost like some serious stoner munchies.

I swear if tomorrow doesn't go better someone really is going to end up with my fist in their face.

So I'm thinking I'll take a shower, watch another movie and then try for some sleep.  At least then I'll have a better chance of being in an awesome mood. /o/

And maybe after work tomorrow I'll try to convince my mom that she needs Chinese food as much as she needs air.  I swear today all I wanted was some fried rice and kung pao chicken. DDD|
dalekpatronus: (Bleach - Smug)
Let's see if I can get through today without wanting to punch someone in the face~.
dalekpatronus: (Bleach - KUFUFU)
Maaaaaaaa. +_+

I can't decide if I want to stab something, set something on fire or punch someone in the face. Maybe I want to do all of them, I'm not really sure at this point.

Work is work. I've got my fair share of complaints but nothing really worth noting other than I work with a bunch of kids that have the brains of cockroaches. They don't seem to understand that when you're at work you're supposed to work.  Dumbasses fucked around too much and then we all had to stay an hour after to clean up. Oh well, now is story time. There was a family that came in to buy Halloween stuff and they bought a couple of ninja swords. I was scanning the rest of their stuff and looking down at one of them when I realized that it had actual words in Japanese. Not just words. Complete thoughts.  The first one?


I shit you not. And if I remember correctly the last bit said something about listening to your mother, but I've had a raging headache since 7pm. 

Mom called yesterday to ask me to check in on the animals after work tonight because apparently she and my dad were going to El Paso.  Real nice of her to call me and tell me that they went and then came right back.  I called her twice during the day to see where they were because I get worried when I don't hear from them and they're supposed to be traveling.  I get there after work, see that all the vehicles are there and go inside anyway. I made sure that I woke up my mom as well.  Granted I could have done it in a better way, but I was annoyed, so I just stood in the doorway silently until she woke up and freaked out. When I asked her why she didn't call me back to let me know what was going on her response was that she couldn't because I was at work. Sorry mom, that excuse doesn't fly. I've got voicemail, she could have left me one just like she did before.

dslkjdkdfj. Still feeling retardedly annoyed and rather apathetic toward most things but I didn't expect that to fade any time soon. Not when it's been going on for so much longer than I've let on.  The thing that set me off most recently was something stupid anyway, at least that's what I'll claim for the time being. Oh well, oh well. I was really looking forward to just chilling tonight and staying up a little later since I have the day off tomorrow, but the only distractions I had kind of fell through. At this point I can't think of much else that I want to do aside from going to bed and I might just do that. Who knows, who knows~. /o/

dalekpatronus: (BC - Mmmmmm)
Last night was kind of a shitty night again. It was awesome up until the point that my mom called and ruined things for me, but that's not really something I want to get into. Suffice it to say that with a new job starting on Monday I was feeling like I was getting things together again and then something she plans threatens to shake everything up completely. We talked, I flew into a rage and ended up throwing things across the room. It was fun times. +_+

I think somewhere in all that I managed to hurt my wrist again, because as soon as we started opening there it went with the severe shooting pains and I had to break into the ibuprofen right away. Woe, woe, woe~.

The only saving grace for last night was the ooc chat again. A few quite a bit more mood-lifting than others, but that's nothing unusual. Squishy before she wandered off to bed, Char with her amazingly special phone call, Kate and her epic mashing over the Grimm/Szayel prompt and Koe's death threats right before I wandered off to sleep~. By the time I actually made it to bed I was feeling much better and this morning I've cooled off a considerable amount.


I think for now that's really all I have to say, but there could be more later. Never know how the rest of the day is going to go~~.


Oh hey thanks Larry, I really appreciate you saying things in front of customers that make me look stupid. Really, I do. I'm so glad that other job came through, I hope I can stick to it for a while because I am so fucking done with this place.

Yeah, that thing resembling a good mood is gone. My mom called to chew me out for spending less than ten dollars at Burger King and then she comes in here and finds a ring to buy. She put it on memo and didn't pay for any of it yet, but still. WHAT. THE. FUCK? She shouldn't even be thinking about buying jewelry for herself right now. Ugh. My head is pounding and I'm dizzy. I'm not sure if it's because it's hot in here or if I'm really upset to that point again.
dalekpatronus: (Bleach - MOTHERFUCKIN' FUCK YEAH)




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