dalekpatronus: (Bleach - Star Gazing)
A couple seemingly good days and then I feel like crap again, though I'm sure that it has to do with the fact that I was working.  I had plans to go and do stuff with mom today, but when she called to make sure that I was up I really wasn't feeling that great. So in the end I slept most of the day and tried to make sure that I was feeling better for work tomorrow.

I still don't think I'm going to be doing this babysitting thing again, at least not if I can help it.  It's really draining and ridiculously stressful.  Wednesday I was so out of it that I was running around like a chicken with it's head cut off, it was so bad that one of the managers noticed and made a comment about how unusual that was.  I've been having pain in my ears, almost like an ear infection but I figured I wasn't going to worry too much over that. It's the stress related chest pains and feeling so spacey that I have a real issue with.  Though I have to say that tonight wasn't so bad, seeing as she made plans to go see a show with her friends.  She was even early when she got home and already has plans for tomorrow night.  So maybe if I do things right I'll actually be able to get out tomorrow night, it's just a matter of actually putting forth the effort correctly.  Anyone can ask if something is going on somewhere, but asking if you can tag along is a little more difficult.

Maybe as soon as this movie is over I'll try for sleep, especially since I have to open in the morning.  I can't say that I'm too happy about it considering that it kind of drags, not to mention the fact that tomorrow is payday and we can't pick up our checks until after five.  That wouldn't really be an issue if I got off at five, but instead it's four.  So in the end I'll either have to find something to do for an hour or just hang around work.  I would try to get away with clocking out late, but I'm not so sure that would work.  Another of those things that will have to seen about, most likely I'll just end up having to find something to do, maybe I'll go look around at the Michael's right there or walk over to the Walgreen's. I think I need to get some cat food anyway.  I have to remember to put a little bit of gas in the car after I drop Amber off at school too, with my luck I'll completely space on it.

dalekpatronus: (AKIO - Zuuuuuu~)

Two fucked up dreams in one night, certainly not what I was hoping for at all. There was the idle thought of actually trying to go out again tonight, but I'm not so sure how that's going to work.  I suppose that still remains to be seen, I might feel a little better after work.

Maybe, maybe...


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