dalekpatronus: (VK ✪ Hnnnn)
I swear the more I thought about work the more anxious I ended up getting. So much to the point that I think I managed to upset my stomach and I barely slept last night. In the end it really was better for me just to call in and claim family emergency. 

I had nightmares all night too, dead bodies in glass cages and somehow I was stuck in China with all these people that wanted to kill me because I knew too much. The more I think about it I'm certain that all of it came from that anxiety over work. How else do I explain being in China and being hunted down for my knowledge? 

Tomorrow I'll definitely go back, but I still need to start looking around for other things. I'm certain at this point that I will never feel the way that I did when I first started working there and that's tragic, but sometimes you just have to keep moving I guess.

I need to remember the word 'reprimand' as well. It's very important.



dalekpatronus: (VOCALOID ✪ Hnnnn)
I was really trying to make the best of today. Chance to make up the hours blah blah blah blah...

My head hurts so bad I can't see out of my right eye and I've been fighting back the urge to vomit all day long. I drank three liters of water hoping that it was just the weather or dehydration that was making me feel so sick, but all that managed to do was make me run to the bathroom even more. I should have seen it coming with the way that my neck was hurting last night, but I really was hoping for the best. I had to medicate so much that I think I ended up making my stomach hurt even more, so it seems like today was just a day that was destined to be bad.

All I want right now is a hug and to curl up and cry, though I can't see how the crying would really be beneficial. If anything it would just make my head hurt more and then I'd be even more unhappy about it.

I'm going to keep my fingers crossed that a nap will be helpful, I really don't want to wake up and still feel this awful.

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