dalekpatronus: (Loveless - Stars)
S-so tired....  D|

I made myself stay up until I was falling asleep in my chair again, to see if I could get some proper sleep and try to readjust my schedule.  As soon as I laid down my body didn't want the sleep anymore. GO FIGURE. \o/

In other news, I think I actually uncovered the mystery behind my recent wave of sickness. We'll see how the rest of today goes and if that helps to clear things up. Hopefully, hopefully~. I would really like most of it to go away, the rest I'm so used to that it hardly matters anymore. So for now I think I'll just do some more reading and hope that I'll be able to go down soon.

Now it's just to decide WHAT to read. Maybe finish my reread of things or actually start that book I have sitting over there. Who knows, who knows. All I know is that I see a strong dose of painkillers in my future if my arms don't stop hurting like they are. Feels like someone's pulling them apart from the inside~.
dalekpatronus: (Maleficent)
So I went to sleep really early and I knew it was a bad idea. :<

BECAUSE I KNEW I WAS GOING TO WAKE UP EARLY TOO.

Up for an hour already and I don't even really have to be anywhere for another four hours. I could surprise my mom and show up early so that we could get some shit done, but I don't really feel like doing that. I don't want the silly questions, even if there's a possibility that they'll make me laugh. :|

It's been lately that no matter how much I try to sleep I've been falling all over myself with exhaustion.  Too much sleep, not enough sleep, the same amount, it hadn't been mattering at all. My legs are terribly sore and I'm not even sure why, it would make sense if I had done marathon laundry or something but really it was just the regular kind.

IT'S JUST TOO MUCH TO ASK TO GET MORE SLEEP WHEN I WANT IT, ISN'T IT?! D:<

STUPID BODY.

I swear, today I'm going to drink two energy drinks, just to see if that actually makes a difference. I'll probably have to mix them with juice or I'll never make it through them, though...

NOW FOR THE GRAND SECOND ATTEMPT FOR MOAR SLEEP.

Maybe if I get more than four hours for once I won't keep dwelling on things that I can't help. That would be nice. :|

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Now I kind of wish I hadn't gone back to sleep. :| I had a dream that I can't remember half of it, but I really want to. D:<

I hate when you have dreams that have actual people in them, you can tell who they are from their face and their body.  Then when you wake up they've suddenly become this silhouette and there's nothing to define exactly who they were. FAIL.

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