dalekpatronus: (SKU - Mikage isn't happy. D:)
The anger has mostly subsided, only to leave concern and confusion in it's wake.  Though I can't be sure how much of it is actually warranted and how much of it came from the dream I had last night.

For various reasons the day has been a thoughtful one and I'm more than ready for it to be over. Definitely nothing new there, but I'm beginning to see why I've always done things the same way.  The more I think on things the more they make sense and I'm not exactly sure how happy that makes me.  I guess when it comes down to slipping back into certain habits, that'll be the time to worry over it.  For now I'll just wait and see how things pan out.

Picked up my paycheck today and it was a rather small one, not a surprise there considering that there was a week where I only got schedule for one day.  Things should be looking up a little though, I've been averaging two days a week and this upcoming one I have three days.  I have plans to put into action, but that's only if I can manage to save up a little bit of money.  We'll see about that though.

Tonight it occurred to me that I have a birthday coming up in just a little over a month.  I really only thought about it because my mom asked me what I wanted and I couldn't come up with anything that I absolutely couldn't live without.  I thought about trying to do something, but somehow I doubt that I'll really feel up to putting anything together.  It seems anymore that birthdays are rather disappointing, so why even bother to put forth the effort?  It'll probably end up being another of those years just spent with the family, but I'm thinking that it certainly can't be worse than last year.
dalekpatronus: (Dr. Horrible - BALLS)
Hahahaha. I am so fucking mature.

The television keeps talking about all of the inaugural balls that people are throwing tomorrow and I couldn't help but start laughing my ass off because of the excessive use of the word BALLS.  It wouldn't have been nearly as bad if the woman hadn't said something along the lines of 'there have never been so many balls lined up'. Oh god, it hurtssss.

Work totally sucked, more so than normal because it was the first time I'd been out other than to get something to eat.  I don't have to work again until Friday, so I guess that's okay.  Payday on Thursday, thankfully.  I think I might just wait until I work to get it, that way I can drop by the bank right after and actually hand my check over to a teller instead of having to use the ATM. 

I have a whole list of things to do before the week is out and no idea where I'm going to start.  I know where I should start, but I feel those nerves kicking in again.  Last night the very thought of all of it made it almost impossible for me to get to sleep, but I finally made it.  Truly the entirety of my focus should be put on getting completely well, knowing me I'll just end up tossing that to the wayside.  Right now all I care about is the fact that I'm able to move around and function like a normal human being. /o/

For now I think it's time to walk away from the computer and go back to working on finishing up the sketches that I started today.  I'm actually getting closer to finishing up some tattoo designs that I may actually use sometime in the near future.  Near future referring to a time that I actually have enough money to spend on something extra.  And provided that I don't chicken out like I usually do when I want to do something like this.

Tomorrow I am totally having an awesome egg and cheese quesadilla.  Then there's the chance that I'll have to go visit my nephew at the hospital, but that depends on whether they end up discharging him early or not.  I think it's safe to say that they'll hold him until late afternoon, but then I've only talked to him on the phone. +_+

Yeah, walking away now...


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