dalekpatronus: (MLP ✪ derp derp derp)
As usual I had a big post planned, but now I just don't want to.

My dad it getting just a little bit worse every time we turn around, his memory is really going and I'm waiting for the moment that it starts getting really scary. When I think about it I get this tension in my chest and I'm really not sure what I'm supposed to do or say. He's barely able to get around right now and stubborn as ever, I'm really afraid that I'm just going to get a call while I'm at work that something worse has happened to him.

Today was crappy in general, really, punishment pain was at a high. I spent the entire day at work trying not to vomit and at one point I had someone watch the desk just so I could go into the restroom and cry like a big baby. You know it's bad when I sit down on a dirty floor just to get a little bit of comfort. I know someone cleans in there all the time, but still the look of it...on a normal day I wouldn't walk in there without shoes. Work is work. There's always something to remind me why I really should start looking for somewhere else and just move on. Shitty management in general and I'm pretty sure I'm about to get penalized for a lost package that I didn't even misplace. Nevermind that the package arrived in fucking NOVEMBER and that cuntwhore Jocelyn is just now getting around to looking into it. Dumbass expects me to remember who took the damn box upstairs, but if they just got their shit together and kept it clean up there (like I was doing when I was helping up there) it wouldn't be missing in the first place. I'll be damned if I let them take a hundred some dollars out of my paycheck for something that wasn't my fault.

To add to frustration and pain, part of [livejournal.com profile] heartaddiction's birthday present arrived completely wrecked. I was furious when it got here yesterday and called UPS to file a complaint. Spoke with them again today to do an inspection over the phone and then was told that they would contact Amazon and hopefully something would work out. Contacted Amazon too, just to cover all my bases and make sure that if I really needed to send it back for a replacement, I could. ONLY GUESS WHAT? They are completely sold out and don't know when they'll be getting more in. Once I hear back I guess I'll figure out where to go from there, it just pisses me off that it was the one thing I was sure I wanted to get her and now I might not be able to get another one in time.

On a more positive front, even with all the frustration at work I still know that when I come home I have someone wonderful to come home to. ❤ For all the shit I put up with lately, it all just doesn't matter until I have to go back in and deal with it again. She's so amazing, putting up with all my bitching and ragefits over stupid things. She made my birthday extra awesome too, which is just another reason that I'm so frustrated over this package fiasco. I just want to make things as wonderful for her as they were for me.

I've been playing Sims 2 quite a bit, which is probably more time consuming than it should be. Well, alternating between that and Black. I need to start connecting with people again, I've realized. Last weekend Toaster and I got back in touch and kind of caught up and it was really nice, now if I could just keep it up. :| I still have to watch more of Battlestar Galactica too, now that I think about it. Aaaaand, I think I quit writing now. I didn't feel like writing something huge, but I did anyway.

dalekpatronus: (COMICS ✪ spider)
Words, words, words.

I'm putting my feelings into words. Or something.

Today was busier than hell for some reason, I ended up so frazzled that my hands were shaking and I really just felt like I wanted to fight someone.

Something at work kind of got to me more than it should have. I feel that I'm more than friendly to everyone I work with. They all seem to like talking to me, to the point that they are close to getting into trouble for doing it too much. I overheard one of the girls saying that her birthday was this weekend and she invited one of the stockers to her party. Not that I'm into party scenes much these days, but it seemed a little...idk, rude? Like, if I weren't going to invite someone to something, I would make sure not to ask someone else in front of them. I probably wouldn't have really felt like going anyway, but it still would have been nice to be considered, I guess? So yeah, no reason for it to bother me, but I JUST LIKE PEOPLE TO BE CONSIDERATE OR SOMETHING. Maybe it's really just because it's the second time in two weeks something shitty like that happened. The downside to keeping most people at a distance? Maybe, idek.

Then just blah blah blah, more Shawn and Stan bullshit. I'm at the point where I'm just doing that thing of listening and not really engaging, only hearing enough to make sure I can respond if the answer requires more than an 'uh huh', 'oh yeah', or a 'no kidding'. I think mom got all butthurt when I didn't think it was funny when she said she joked about wanting to 'stalk' him and try to find out what he was doing. It's not funny, it's not cute, it's obnoxious. At this point I really feel she should just withdraw from the whole thing, since she's way past being unbiased. She claims she is, but she's not really. I think it's because she's BEEN THERE BEFORE, but it's really not much of an excuse when she is supposed to be helping them both out.

The rest of the day was good though, got home and tried to rest for a bit but I was still too antsy and a little...stir crazy or something. So [livejournal.com profile] heartaddiction and I ended up going out and getting some shopping done now that I've gotten paid and stuff. It was nice just being out and about, not having to worry about getting back right away or being bothered with any of this ridiculous shit.

But the highlight? THE HIGHLIGHT?

Shamrock Shake. I had been wanting one so bad since I saw the sign in the McD's window last weekend. And guess what? It was delicious. GONE IN A FLASH. Maybe I'll have another one. SOON.

I have RP stuff I was supposed to do, I think. But the motivation has been so low I'm not even sure what to do on that front. :( SAD FACE.

dalekpatronus: (BOWIE ✪ SOB)
sjfsljfslkdfjsdfsdf.

I will be so glad when chinese new year is over.

Today went by quickly enough, but by the time I was able to relax at home I just felt like I wanted to hit my head against the wall until I passed out.

Busy in the morning. Then the coolers went out and we had to take everything out of them (which meant eight shopping carts full of cheese and weird jarred fish from sweden). Then the building right across the walkway from our entrance (which they rent the space from us) had one of the pipes burst. Trucks were delayed from the weather and blah blah blah. People were calling in and late and buuuuuu. Just tomorrow and Friday and then I can relax for a couple of days. I think maybe I'd like to actually go and watch the dragon dance on Saturday, but we'll see how I feel about that when the time comes.

Had to switch out the cable boxes tonight for the den and my room, but the box in the den still doesn't seem to want to work. My mom is pissed about it and I'm so tired tonight I really don't feel like I can be arsed to care. When I called the second time to see if they would send a signal I did get a bad service/reception/technical difficulties message, so I wouldn't be surprised if that had a lot to do with the problems they were having today. My mom was freaking out over it because they plan on sending a tech to look at everything on Sunday but she's like WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO WITHOUT THE TV TO WATCH?!SDLKFJSDF. Not even considering that there's still two working televisions to watch in the house. :| Not to mention all the books she's been reading lately. She could just read a book and my dad could stay in bed and watch tv all day. PROBLEM SOLVED. OR MAYBE HOW ABOUT ALL THE MOVIES THERE ON THE BOOKSHELF? Idk, I think this is one of those I'M CRANKY SO I'M GOING TO COMPLAAAAAAIN WHEN I DON'T NEED TO.

I had too much caffeine today. I'm extra ragey. I think I'm done now.

I'm cold and my joints hurt. Maybe I'll take a shower after I'm done watching this dumb movie.

dalekpatronus: (VK ✪ Hnnnn)
Day full of stuff. Some good and some bad. I think I did too much, running around all over the place after just barely feeling more like myself. Now I just feel awful again and don't want to do anything other than sit or sleep.

I bought some stuff that I needed, more shampoo and gel and dye for my touchups. I'm trying to figure out what colour I want to do my little streak, the purple keeps fading into this weird aqua and everyone takes note when it does. Maybe this time I'll really just try for the white again, we'll see.

Finally got some Burger King too and it was delicious. Mom and I had some good conversations about all kinds of stuff and then I realised that I probably need to find my bioplast earrings to wear on the plane in October. Like hell I'm going to let them take jewelry away because it's too pointy or something retarded like that. Plus they would be a bitch to take out at the scanners and then put back in. Unless I make it a point to take them out ahead of time, but the plastic would really be so much easier to deal with. I could just change them after landing or something.

Found out that my nephew is no longer the sensitive boy that he used to be, he's turning into a hateful person and it actually hurt quite a bit to realise this. I know when trying to express my feelings on it to my mom I started crying because I should have known he would end up like this, but I guess there's just no stopping it at this point. It was more disappointing than anything, I suppose, knowing that he used to be a good kid and now he's just...he says terrible things that I would expect to hear out of people that are completely ignorant.

dalekpatronus: (Maleficent)
So I guess I don't have to work tomorrow, which is just as well. I'll probably end up going home tonight and at least taking a nap as I'm exhausted and still feel like shit. I was so close to calling this morning and telling my brother that I wasn't going to be able to make it in, but I managed in the end.

Now I just can't decide if it was being sick that contributed to my mood or if my mood is what made me sick. Such a conundrum, but I don't really care to think about it anymore than is necessary~.

All I care about really is that I'm in good shape when we leave for Florida. I asked my brother today if he knew whether there was internet where we were staying but he knew NOSSING. So I might try to call my sister-in-law later to try and get it figured out. I'm going to end up taking the laptop anyway, if only to make sure that my iPod can stay charged. I just know I won't be taking my external, so I'll have to remember to set up some playlists for sleeping...

I'm still trying to get the amazon funds to transfer over, that better happen before we leave. Otherwise I'll have sold all of my precious books for nothing. :c That right there is $140 for the trip and then whatever I'm making for working here the couple of days. Then when we get back is the epic hunt for a new job. \o/ I'm sure it really will be epic too.

On another note, I really wish some of these people would learn how to brush their teeth. There's nothing more disgusting than having someone flash you a smile only to show you a bunch of rotten teeth. orz.

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JUST ONCE I WOULD LIKE SOMEONE ELSE TO ANSWER THE FUCKING PHONE.  WHY IS THAT SO GODDAMN HARD FOR YOU TO DO WHEN YOU'RE STANDING RIGHT NEXT TO IT?!

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