dalekpatronus: (VOCALOID ✪ ☆)
I'm at a point again where I really feel like I need to ask something, but I can't bring myself to do it because I don't want to look like a total idiot. It's not so important, really, but just something that I want to do.

It's not even a matter of phrasing, I'm just not sure I want to realise after the fact that I'm looking too much into things. Or that I'm making assumptions where I shouldn't.

Right now I'm just grateful to be feeling the way that I do, like there's really something worth hoping for and reaching for.

dalekpatronus: (SSRUNE - ROBIN IS FABULOUS)
I think this is the first time in a long time that I'm feeling something that actually resembles hope.

I didn't plan on writing more before I went to bed,  but even the two pages that got put down on paper ended up not feeling like enough.  It's nice, feeling like there's the possibility of going to sleep without all the dregs of my thoughts stirring up.  I don't have any doubts that I'll be thinking again as soon as my head hits the pillow, but somehow I get the feeling that things might seem a little more positive.

Now I just have to hold onto this feeling while I get back into the swing of things.  One step at a time, no need to rush.


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