dalekpatronus | (no subject)

I swear the more I thought about work the more anxious I ended up getting. So much to the point that I think I managed to upset my stomach and I barely slept last night. In the end it really was better for me just to call in and claim family emergency.

I had nightmares all night too, dead bodies in glass cages and somehow I was stuck in China with all these people that wanted to kill me because I knew too much. The more I think about it I'm certain that all of it came from that anxiety over work. How else do I explain being in China and being hunted down for my knowledge?

Tomorrow I'll definitely go back, but I still need to start looking around for other things. I'm certain at this point that I will never feel the way that I did when I first started working there and that's tragic, but sometimes you just have to keep moving I guess.

I need to remember the word 'reprimand' as well. It's very important.