dalekpatronus: (SEGEL ✪ SOMEONE LEFT THE CAKE OUT)
Soooooo this thing is all set up now yay.

Not that I ever update anything anyway, but I can try at least. /o/

Now time for beer and iconing.

ho ho ho ho

Oct. 2nd, 2011 04:35 pm
dalekpatronus: (WHO ✪ dat so?)
This is an update.

I still exist.

YAY.
dalekpatronus: (TOA ✪ HEARTS :|)
I think I had something to say, but I lost it due to brainpain. Herp derp.

For the most part things are good. Home is always the best place to be for me. I've got family and I'm always so happy to be with the lovely [livejournal.com profile] heartaddiction.

As usual, work is work and drives me crazy most of the time. Cynthia is officially gone and I'm still feeling a little shellshocked or something. I think Sachiko will do okay as a manager, but I'm still having a debate as to whether I even want to be there anymore. I don't feel like I can safely ask for a raise and at this point I'm painfully aware that there's no room for advancement.

I'm trying to get more energy for RP, forcing myself to tag again even when I'm sleepy or just feeling a little meh. It's good though, I'm starting to have fun again and it's nice to feel like it's not the same source of stress that it kind of felt like it was for a while there. Not that I didn't enjoy myself most of the time, but sometimes I did wonder why I kept up with it. But again, it's nice to feel like I can be comfortable in playing and expanding horizons and all that. I need to continue to connect with people anyway, it's good for me.

And now...I don't think that I have anything else to add. Just thoughtful, I guess. Happy to be content save for the work issues.
dalekpatronus: (WHO ✪ wuzzat?)
I live, really.

Nothing much going on, just work and stuff and things.

Bossu waifu has been upgraded to preggobeast. I dread what's going to happen as she gets further along, but I'm hoping it at least means that she ends up taking some time off and giving everyone a chance to breathe.

I'm still trying to come up with something else to do, I just have days that I don't care about any of it anymore and I really do wish I had the ability to just walk out like so many other people have.

I have a few discontents here and there, some bouts with apathy that are mostly work and computer related, but they tend to pass.

[livejournal.com profile] heartaddiction really does help me through a lot of it and I'm really so grateful for it. She puts up with me and makes me feel better at the end of the day, I couldn't be happier about that.

dalekpatronus: (HIMYM ✪ THUG)
So I'm getting really tired of all these ragefits.

Suffice it to say I'm sick of the fucking mom logic and even more sick of the ever-present drama with Shawn and Stan.

Wish I gave a rat's ass about all that. bnr.

It wouldn't be so bad if in mom logic land I wasn't the bad guy no matter what I do. The Shawn and Stan bs wouldn't be as awful if my gd mom could talk about something other than that sometimes. It's like everything out of her mouth is either about that or about how someone fucked up somehow. All of a sudden we can't have silence while watching a show, there has to be random commentary about OH DID I TELL YOU WHAT SHAWN/STAN/YOUR DAD/YOU FUCKED UP TODAY?

At least work went by easily enough, save for the upset at lunch over the retarded mom logic vs date shit.

There's some other shit I'm pretty miffed about, but in the end I guess it doesn't matter. I really shouldn't have been surprised about the way things would turn out, despite my efforts.

I'm still coming down from the anger, by the time we get back into the room I'm probably going to be exhausted and clingy. But at least I won't feel like punching things anymore. I hope. I'll just be cuddly or something. IDEK.

[livejournal.com profile] heartaddiction, I love you. Thank you for putting up with all my rages and shitfits. You're so patient with me. ❤

dalekpatronus: (HORRIBLE ✪ BALLS)
dslkjsdfj.

Goddamn, I hate all this wind. It seriously plays hell with my allergies.

In other news, I live.

AMAZING UPDATE, YEAH?

dalekpatronus: (ALICE ✪ BROOOOOMAAAANCE)
So glad this week is over. Now just to see if I can feel better over the weekend now. It's been nausea and headaches and all manner of other things. Blah blah blah blah.

Finished the final touches to game stuff, so have an ad under the cut. If anyone is interested we're taking reserves and applications now, if you know someone that might be interested feel free to pass the advert along.

ADVERT HOOOOOO )

AND IF NOT WELL THEN THAT'S OKAY TOO.

And have some pokemon too.

dalekpatronus: (MLP ✪ derp derp derp)
As usual I had a big post planned, but now I just don't want to.

My dad it getting just a little bit worse every time we turn around, his memory is really going and I'm waiting for the moment that it starts getting really scary. When I think about it I get this tension in my chest and I'm really not sure what I'm supposed to do or say. He's barely able to get around right now and stubborn as ever, I'm really afraid that I'm just going to get a call while I'm at work that something worse has happened to him.

Today was crappy in general, really, punishment pain was at a high. I spent the entire day at work trying not to vomit and at one point I had someone watch the desk just so I could go into the restroom and cry like a big baby. You know it's bad when I sit down on a dirty floor just to get a little bit of comfort. I know someone cleans in there all the time, but still the look of it...on a normal day I wouldn't walk in there without shoes. Work is work. There's always something to remind me why I really should start looking for somewhere else and just move on. Shitty management in general and I'm pretty sure I'm about to get penalized for a lost package that I didn't even misplace. Nevermind that the package arrived in fucking NOVEMBER and that cuntwhore Jocelyn is just now getting around to looking into it. Dumbass expects me to remember who took the damn box upstairs, but if they just got their shit together and kept it clean up there (like I was doing when I was helping up there) it wouldn't be missing in the first place. I'll be damned if I let them take a hundred some dollars out of my paycheck for something that wasn't my fault.

To add to frustration and pain, part of [livejournal.com profile] heartaddiction's birthday present arrived completely wrecked. I was furious when it got here yesterday and called UPS to file a complaint. Spoke with them again today to do an inspection over the phone and then was told that they would contact Amazon and hopefully something would work out. Contacted Amazon too, just to cover all my bases and make sure that if I really needed to send it back for a replacement, I could. ONLY GUESS WHAT? They are completely sold out and don't know when they'll be getting more in. Once I hear back I guess I'll figure out where to go from there, it just pisses me off that it was the one thing I was sure I wanted to get her and now I might not be able to get another one in time.

On a more positive front, even with all the frustration at work I still know that when I come home I have someone wonderful to come home to. ❤ For all the shit I put up with lately, it all just doesn't matter until I have to go back in and deal with it again. She's so amazing, putting up with all my bitching and ragefits over stupid things. She made my birthday extra awesome too, which is just another reason that I'm so frustrated over this package fiasco. I just want to make things as wonderful for her as they were for me.

I've been playing Sims 2 quite a bit, which is probably more time consuming than it should be. Well, alternating between that and Black. I need to start connecting with people again, I've realized. Last weekend Toaster and I got back in touch and kind of caught up and it was really nice, now if I could just keep it up. :| I still have to watch more of Battlestar Galactica too, now that I think about it. Aaaaand, I think I quit writing now. I didn't feel like writing something huge, but I did anyway.

dalekpatronus: (TOA ✪ HEARTS :|)
RENAMED!

[livejournal.com profile] kamicomplex [livejournal.com profile] brobotics.

Still the same Sonia that doesn't update about important things nearly enough. YOU HAVE BEEN INFORMED, SO NO FREAKING OUT, KAY?

In other news, I've been coding adverts and stuff all night for the game that [livejournal.com profile] heartaddiction and I have been working on. And on Wednesday I almost broke my toe. /o/

dalekpatronus: (STAR WARS ✪ ooooh mai gaaaaw)
Kidney pain + nagging from mom about money =

SHITTY DAY.

Seriously, she couldn't wait until I was feeling better to give me shit about it?

Work would have been really awesome if I didn't feel like vomiting the whole time.

However, I did have really awesome spaghetti just now. So that almost makes up for the other shit.

Now back to messing around with Sims stuff and drinking the rest of this damn cranberry juice.

dalekpatronus: (COMICS ✪ spider)
Words, words, words.

I'm putting my feelings into words. Or something.

Today was busier than hell for some reason, I ended up so frazzled that my hands were shaking and I really just felt like I wanted to fight someone.

Something at work kind of got to me more than it should have. I feel that I'm more than friendly to everyone I work with. They all seem to like talking to me, to the point that they are close to getting into trouble for doing it too much. I overheard one of the girls saying that her birthday was this weekend and she invited one of the stockers to her party. Not that I'm into party scenes much these days, but it seemed a little...idk, rude? Like, if I weren't going to invite someone to something, I would make sure not to ask someone else in front of them. I probably wouldn't have really felt like going anyway, but it still would have been nice to be considered, I guess? So yeah, no reason for it to bother me, but I JUST LIKE PEOPLE TO BE CONSIDERATE OR SOMETHING. Maybe it's really just because it's the second time in two weeks something shitty like that happened. The downside to keeping most people at a distance? Maybe, idek.

Then just blah blah blah, more Shawn and Stan bullshit. I'm at the point where I'm just doing that thing of listening and not really engaging, only hearing enough to make sure I can respond if the answer requires more than an 'uh huh', 'oh yeah', or a 'no kidding'. I think mom got all butthurt when I didn't think it was funny when she said she joked about wanting to 'stalk' him and try to find out what he was doing. It's not funny, it's not cute, it's obnoxious. At this point I really feel she should just withdraw from the whole thing, since she's way past being unbiased. She claims she is, but she's not really. I think it's because she's BEEN THERE BEFORE, but it's really not much of an excuse when she is supposed to be helping them both out.

The rest of the day was good though, got home and tried to rest for a bit but I was still too antsy and a little...stir crazy or something. So [livejournal.com profile] heartaddiction and I ended up going out and getting some shopping done now that I've gotten paid and stuff. It was nice just being out and about, not having to worry about getting back right away or being bothered with any of this ridiculous shit.

But the highlight? THE HIGHLIGHT?

Shamrock Shake. I had been wanting one so bad since I saw the sign in the McD's window last weekend. And guess what? It was delicious. GONE IN A FLASH. Maybe I'll have another one. SOON.

I have RP stuff I was supposed to do, I think. But the motivation has been so low I'm not even sure what to do on that front. :( SAD FACE.

dalekpatronus: (MINION ✪ DEEEERP)
Ho hum, pig's bum.

I gave in and got myself a userhead. I couldn't resist the pirate.

Also, sometimes I just want to make a trufax section when I do entries. Starting now.

TRUFAX:

I judge people that solely come into the store to buy bottles of Crystal Palace or Importers vodka. I know it's terrible, but to me that's just the lowest of the low and a sign of true alcoholism. I'm not a vodka fan, but even I can tell a difference between cheap vodka and something more high end.

Also, something about work that I forgot, blah blah blah blah.

dalekpatronus: (LUCY ✪ STARE INTO YOUR SOUL)
I needed an excuse to use this icon. I can't look at it too long because it's like they're staring into my soul.

It's windy and I hate it. I'm also still tired of all the drama.

This is relevant to how I feel about all of that.

What I'm not tired of is how awesome and cuddly and super fantastic [livejournal.com profile] heartaddiction is. :3 That will never get old for me. ❤

We were supposed to go to wal-mart tonight, but with as windy as it is I really don't want to leave the house again. The mall was good, the chinese food afters was even better. I drank the whole pot of tea and then my stomach felt all swishy and liquidy.

So maybe tomorrow we'll make it to the store. Maybe. We'll see.

dalekpatronus: (SCROOGE ✪ NO U)
Today was kind of a moody day all around, so I'm sure at this point it wasn't just me being overly sensitive. After work I came home and just curled up around my adorable waifu and passed out.

I thought I was good, but now I'm just sitting here getting more and more irritated every time my opens her mouth. All she talks about is Shawn and Stan and Shawn and Stan and Heather and jdslkfjsdf shitcock goddammit. And if I say something about how tired I am of hearing it, I'm the bad guy.

I'm just so sick of other people's drama, there's no reason that someone else's fuck up should be taking over my life. Goddamn, I seriously can't wait for this shitstorm to be over because I'm ready to explode over it. It's probably stressing me out more than it should, but when it's all my mom will talk about it's really hard to avoid.

blah blah blah blah blaaaaah.

HERE HAVE COLOURFUL POKEMON. B|

dalekpatronus: (SEGEL ✪ SOMEONE LEFT THE CAKE OUT)
Yessss. This week is over.

I need to dye my hair tonight and possibly go get a hair cut tomorrow. We'll see how that ends up going.

I had something else I was planning on doing, but I can't really remember it at the moment.

I think maybe I was going to be lazy and do this post in the form of bullet points, but I could only come up with two things. And I'll do them anyway.

☆ A manager wears really inappropriate lipstick to work. There's no reason to wear WHORE RED when you're supposed to be management. Then again, I shouldn't be surprised since she pays 100+ dollars to have someone make her hair look like crap.

☆ I judge people that let their small children go out in public looking like they haven't bathed or had their hair combed in a week. There's no excuse for it.

And...something else, but I've lost it now.

dalekpatronus: (BONES ✪ bathtub)
Hahaha. I opened this window a long time ago and totally forgot what I was going to write about.

So...

Have some pokemon instead. Yes. My hands are too cold and lame, so I don't want to type more right now anyway.

dalekpatronus: (BOWIE ✪ SOB)
sjfsljfslkdfjsdfsdf.

I will be so glad when chinese new year is over.

Today went by quickly enough, but by the time I was able to relax at home I just felt like I wanted to hit my head against the wall until I passed out.

Busy in the morning. Then the coolers went out and we had to take everything out of them (which meant eight shopping carts full of cheese and weird jarred fish from sweden). Then the building right across the walkway from our entrance (which they rent the space from us) had one of the pipes burst. Trucks were delayed from the weather and blah blah blah. People were calling in and late and buuuuuu. Just tomorrow and Friday and then I can relax for a couple of days. I think maybe I'd like to actually go and watch the dragon dance on Saturday, but we'll see how I feel about that when the time comes.

Had to switch out the cable boxes tonight for the den and my room, but the box in the den still doesn't seem to want to work. My mom is pissed about it and I'm so tired tonight I really don't feel like I can be arsed to care. When I called the second time to see if they would send a signal I did get a bad service/reception/technical difficulties message, so I wouldn't be surprised if that had a lot to do with the problems they were having today. My mom was freaking out over it because they plan on sending a tech to look at everything on Sunday but she's like WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO WITHOUT THE TV TO WATCH?!SDLKFJSDF. Not even considering that there's still two working televisions to watch in the house. :| Not to mention all the books she's been reading lately. She could just read a book and my dad could stay in bed and watch tv all day. PROBLEM SOLVED. OR MAYBE HOW ABOUT ALL THE MOVIES THERE ON THE BOOKSHELF? Idk, I think this is one of those I'M CRANKY SO I'M GOING TO COMPLAAAAAAIN WHEN I DON'T NEED TO.

I had too much caffeine today. I'm extra ragey. I think I'm done now.

I'm cold and my joints hurt. Maybe I'll take a shower after I'm done watching this dumb movie.

dalekpatronus: (AD ✪ Seriously?)
I wonder when people will learn that elementary school logic doesn't work when you're trying to return something. When I say you can return something and point out the various notices that say ALL SALES ARE FINAL, shoving it into my hand doesn't magically change my response.

Seriously, why all idiocy, consumers?

Tax refund has been acquired. I'm also getting paid tonight. My bank account will look awesome for a few days before I have to pay some stuff.

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