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dalekpatronus) wrote2006-12-30 10:30 pm
dalekpatronus) wrote2006-12-30 10:30 pm
You Need To Come And Find Me.
Well, today was spent lounging around until I finally got off my butt and cleaned my room. I really didn't want this much snow, because the one thing I don't want to do is spend new year's eve at home. I haven't done that in years and I quite enjoy having somewhere else to go or something to do. At least the storm finally came, so my ankle stopped hurting and I don't have to take the heavy duty painkillers anymore.
I have, unfortunately, had migraines for the last two nights. I was glad that we closed early on Friday because it was just getting worse, despite the fact that I took some medicine and ate. I think I was stressing about too many things at once. I think it was worrying about people getting to work okay and the fact that I had a chance to talk to the person I mentioned before. I lost that chance because I hesitated and a customer needed help with something. Bah, work wasn't the place for me to be having a serious discussion with someone anyway. So I had to try another method. I had to do what I could to reach out and take some sort of action. I realize that it has almost always been that way for me, that I would sit back and wait for someone or something else. I'm tired of it and I would like to change that. I feel that I've been through enough this year that I can change a little bit. Perhaps it will even make me a little happier and less prone to breakdowns. That would be nice.
Anyway, migraine is mashing my brain to pieces so I think I'm going to try and sleep. Perhaps the weather will be nicer tomorrow and I'll feel better.
I have, unfortunately, had migraines for the last two nights. I was glad that we closed early on Friday because it was just getting worse, despite the fact that I took some medicine and ate. I think I was stressing about too many things at once. I think it was worrying about people getting to work okay and the fact that I had a chance to talk to the person I mentioned before. I lost that chance because I hesitated and a customer needed help with something. Bah, work wasn't the place for me to be having a serious discussion with someone anyway. So I had to try another method. I had to do what I could to reach out and take some sort of action. I realize that it has almost always been that way for me, that I would sit back and wait for someone or something else. I'm tired of it and I would like to change that. I feel that I've been through enough this year that I can change a little bit. Perhaps it will even make me a little happier and less prone to breakdowns. That would be nice.
Anyway, migraine is mashing my brain to pieces so I think I'm going to try and sleep. Perhaps the weather will be nicer tomorrow and I'll feel better.