dalekpatronus | It Takes Some Silence To Make Sound.

Clarity is a wonderful thing.

Sometimes it comes so easily to you and others it's just far too elusive. When it hits though, it's usually such a bittersweet feeling. It's been coming in little spurts, sometimes just a bit more painful than I would like. But is there really any sort of growth that doesn't come with even a miniscule amount of pain?

There are things that I've been holding onto for so long, things that I wonder how I ever had any hope for in the first place. Years that I've spent with the same thoughts bouncing around in my head despite all the fighting that I've done to try and suppress them.

This has been months in the making and will probably take a lot more time still...

But I think it's time to let go.

I think there's something else that I should probably address, but I'm still in that stage. The delicious stage of denial that manages to overshadow how nice the clarity could be. Everything always seems to move in such a vicious cycle, you almost wonder if it's really worth it to try or even hope...

If there wasn't a bit of conflict now and then, things would be terribly boring, wouldn't they?

It takes some good to make it hurt, it takes some bad for satisfaction~.

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Edited 2008-08-06 23:17 (UTC)

ILU, GUMMI WORM! *3*

You actually have no idea how much that made me smile. Thank you. c:

Edited 2008-08-06 23:58 (UTC)

ilu2, Sugar Plum. ♥

Glad I could help. ♥

Like we talked about last night, it's hard I think sometimes when that clarity just hits. Even if you thought you wanted it, it might not bring what you thought you would. Especially if it causes you to think about things you've been trying to avoid. But as you said, I think in order to grow, there has to be some pain. Nothing that's worth having comes easy. That's how I see it anyways.

That being said, I hope you feel better, and if you need to talk or anything, you know how to contact me. I care about you lots, My King :

It Takes Some Silence To Make Sound.

this is a comment full of LOVE and SUPPORT (but it's not a bra!)

Thank god it's not a bra! That would just be weird! :B

It's just a support thingie!! I PROMISE!

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