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dalekpatronus) wrote2010-10-04 08:43 pm
dalekpatronus) wrote2010-10-04 08:43 pm
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Don't Be A Little Bitch With Your Chit Chat
I feel an overwhelming need to get out of this place, I just feel so...stifled right now.
It's not that I'm ungrateful for everything my parents have done for me, but I'm getting really tired of not being able to keep things the way that I want them.
Keeping things clean I can understand, that makes sense, but I'm sick of getting my head taken off because I put a shirt in the wrong section of the closet or I put one thing in a drawer that 'didn't belong there'. I'm sick of being told that I shouldn't buy something because I don't have anymore room and I'm sick of being told that I need to get rid of things.
I'm sick of being made to feel like I'm such an awful person for wanting to do things that make me happy and I'm damn sure tired of the guilt trips I get about it. Fuckin' tired of all the round about bullshit too. If there is something that needs to be said to me, just come out and say it.
When I ask if you need money, I'm not asking how much money you have. It's a yes or no question, so don't get pissed when I ask the question again for clarification.
It sucks that you're feeling depressed, but don't take it out on me. I'm goddamn tired of that too.
Tomorrow I'll feel better about it, at least until the next time it all comes up.
In other news, I'm concerned about health issues again. I'm hoping it's just sore muscles, but I'm having pain again at the base of my spine where I had to have surgery before. I could just be worrying over nothing, but I still feel like it's something I need to watch for. I'd really not rather let it get the way that it did before.
Blah blah blah, stuff and things suck and bawwwwww.
I have good things to look forward to in just a couple weeks, I just have to remember not to let things get me too down.
It's not that I'm ungrateful for everything my parents have done for me, but I'm getting really tired of not being able to keep things the way that I want them.
Keeping things clean I can understand, that makes sense, but I'm sick of getting my head taken off because I put a shirt in the wrong section of the closet or I put one thing in a drawer that 'didn't belong there'. I'm sick of being told that I shouldn't buy something because I don't have anymore room and I'm sick of being told that I need to get rid of things.
I'm sick of being made to feel like I'm such an awful person for wanting to do things that make me happy and I'm damn sure tired of the guilt trips I get about it. Fuckin' tired of all the round about bullshit too. If there is something that needs to be said to me, just come out and say it.
When I ask if you need money, I'm not asking how much money you have. It's a yes or no question, so don't get pissed when I ask the question again for clarification.
It sucks that you're feeling depressed, but don't take it out on me. I'm goddamn tired of that too.
Tomorrow I'll feel better about it, at least until the next time it all comes up.
In other news, I'm concerned about health issues again. I'm hoping it's just sore muscles, but I'm having pain again at the base of my spine where I had to have surgery before. I could just be worrying over nothing, but I still feel like it's something I need to watch for. I'd really not rather let it get the way that it did before.
Blah blah blah, stuff and things suck and bawwwwww.
I have good things to look forward to in just a couple weeks, I just have to remember not to let things get me too down.