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I feel an overwhelming need to get out of this place, I just feel so...stifled right now.

( baaaaawwwww hurt feelings, health concerns, blah blah blah, skip if you want )

Blah blah blah, stuff and things suck and bawwwwww.

I have good things to look forward to in just a couple weeks, I just have to remember not to let things get me too down.

I'm pretty sure I've never unloaded on a boss like that. Not that she didn't deserve it, worthless slag. In the end I got out a lot that needed to be said, not just for me but for other people. I'm sure it didn't really get me anywhere and things are going to be uncomfortable at work for a while, but I think with everything that happened today it's time to really start looking for something else. School's just started so I wonder if it'll be a little easier to find something, I just have to hold on until I do.

Now my head is killing me from all the crying and the upset, I think I should nap. At least that seems to be the best course of action at the moment.

Hnnngh, it really would have been too much to ask for today to go smoothly after the day I had yesterday.

Pretty much got demoted from a job at work today because 'it just isn't working out'. I make too many mistakes, nevermind the fact that some of those mistakes weren't mine but naturally what I have to say just doesn't matter. I really should have seen it coming, but no matter. I've been wanting a little less stress and working the customer service desk downstairs isn't really so bad.  It really was a little upsetting at first, so much so that I spent twenty minutes out of my lunch just sitting in my car (despite the ridiculous heat) and crying. For that I ended up with a headache and my stomach was so upset that I couldn't eat.

I needed to change my availability anyway, so we'll see how that goes over. Right now I'm trying to take a very zen attitude with everything, it will all turn out the way it's supposed to. Divine order and blah blah blah. All I'm really concerned about is that my hours will be cut considerably or that someone might try to fight me about it, but for now a break would be welcome. I hate going to work these days, I come home frustrated and exhausted without much of a will or focus to do much of anything anymore.

Mom asked me if I thought it was time for me to consider looking into a new job, but I really don't want it to come to that. I know I'm not the only one that's miserable at work right now, but it seems like it doesn't really do any good to try and talk with anyone about it. It's like talking to a brick wall. :| I guess it wouldn't hurt to look into alternatives, just in case.

That felt like one of the longest nights in the history of ever.  I am definitely planning on a nap when I get home from work tonight.  A nice two hour nap.  Possibly three hours, I suppose we'll see.

I need to go to Sally's tomorrow or Monday for another bleach treatment, hair is still not light enough for the toner to take.  Right now the strip is a little too yellow blond for my tastes...

FFFFFFFFFFF.

I thought today was better, I was wrong~. \o/

Stuff and things and stuff and things.  Every time I turn around there's something~ something~. 

That sounds awfully good right now. Too bad it's not this, then there wouldn't be an issue. Nevertheless, I'm still laughing.  Progress? Perhaps. Perhaps it's all just part of the steady decliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine.

Tomorrow: TO THE BANK. TO THE MOMMY'S. 

Right Now: TO THE BED. TO THE SLEEP.

Dear sweet lord I love entries like these.  Too bad, so sad, I'm only after entertainment.  Not yours, of course. Just mine.

Thanks, thanks, thanks. They are few and far between, but they're in order. You know who you are and if you have to question it, then perhaps they haven't been earned yet.

The new layout has been conquered, the new mood theme is nearly done~. /o/

In other news, I just LOVE waking up with a migraine. I feel like I'm going throw up. Let's hope this clears some before I have to go pick up the boys...