dalekpatronus: (HORRIBLE ✪ BALLS)
There is something I must absolutely do today and I almost wish I hadn't decided to do it. I'm not sure if I'm nauseas because of the anticipation or because of the headache that never went away. Now if I could just make it through the day without more stabbing pain in my side or throwing up that would be fabulous. +_+


Yeah, so that super important thing I decided couldn't wait is probably going to have to. Every time I open my mouth to speak up about it, my head gets taken off for one thing or another.  I handled half of what needed to be discussed and since then it's been nothing but what I'm doing wrong with this and that. :| 

Still, it's something that needs to be done, hopefully it'll end up being a weight off my chest rather than being more of a burden. My stomach is still churning, so I guess we'll see how the rest of the night goes.
dalekpatronus: (Dr. Horrible ✪ BALLS)

It seems I'm having more and more trouble keeping myself from getting hurt.


Seriously, the most inconvenient place to have a burn. :|
dalekpatronus: (Dr. Horrible - BALLS)
Hahahaha. I am so fucking mature.

The television keeps talking about all of the inaugural balls that people are throwing tomorrow and I couldn't help but start laughing my ass off because of the excessive use of the word BALLS.  It wouldn't have been nearly as bad if the woman hadn't said something along the lines of 'there have never been so many balls lined up'. Oh god, it hurtssss.

Work totally sucked, more so than normal because it was the first time I'd been out other than to get something to eat.  I don't have to work again until Friday, so I guess that's okay.  Payday on Thursday, thankfully.  I think I might just wait until I work to get it, that way I can drop by the bank right after and actually hand my check over to a teller instead of having to use the ATM. 

I have a whole list of things to do before the week is out and no idea where I'm going to start.  I know where I should start, but I feel those nerves kicking in again.  Last night the very thought of all of it made it almost impossible for me to get to sleep, but I finally made it.  Truly the entirety of my focus should be put on getting completely well, knowing me I'll just end up tossing that to the wayside.  Right now all I care about is the fact that I'm able to move around and function like a normal human being. /o/

For now I think it's time to walk away from the computer and go back to working on finishing up the sketches that I started today.  I'm actually getting closer to finishing up some tattoo designs that I may actually use sometime in the near future.  Near future referring to a time that I actually have enough money to spend on something extra.  And provided that I don't chicken out like I usually do when I want to do something like this.

Tomorrow I am totally having an awesome egg and cheese quesadilla.  Then there's the chance that I'll have to go visit my nephew at the hospital, but that depends on whether they end up discharging him early or not.  I think it's safe to say that they'll hold him until late afternoon, but then I've only talked to him on the phone. +_+

Yeah, walking away now...

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Just passing the time. Or something.

If I'm not better tomorrow it will be five days of being stuck at home, here's hoping for the best. /o/ Stuff and things, stuff and things. I think I actually ran out of things I feel up to doing, so the last two hours were spent doing nothing but staring at the ceiling and pushing one of my cats off the computer chair with my foot. There was some thinking in there too, but I did my best to keep it from getting too deep. So much for that, all I ended up with was an annoyed cat and a gigantic headache. Now I'm taking another dose of Theraflu and going to bed. I have to be better by Monday afternoon so that I can actually function at work. Or at least do something that resembles it.

Have a meme. Do it. Or not.

dalekpatronus: (HIMYM - Yeah sure...)
fjksdjskdjf   BALLS! DX

So fucking tired of being sick. D|

I was really hoping to be better by now but it seems like my body has other plans.  With my luck this is going to carry over until next week.  Just what I wanted, two to three more days of not being able to breathe properly and coughing up a lung.  What's worse is that I only had two things planned for this week and neither one of them got done.  I guess there's always sometime next week, but for one thing i'm going to have to hype myself up again.  Not such a bad thing, I suppose, but a pain nonetheless.

It doesn't help that I've been spending a majority of my time overthinking things, but I guess that isn't really anything new. Sleeping doesn't really help it because then I just have weird dreams.  Plus I can only sleep for so long before I end up laying there uncomfortably and just staring.  I don't feel much like sitting up because all the medication makes me dizzy and blah blah blah.  There are a million things that I could complain about right now, but it all seems rather stupid the more that I think about it.

And now I think I'm hungry but I'm not really all that sure.  The appetite has been coming and going, not all that surprising with how sick I've been.  The more I think on it, burritos sound really awesome but I don't really have the money to go out and get food.  Oh well, maybe when I have more money.  I waited for a month to eat the pizza I wanted, I think I could wait a week to get a burrito. +_+  I'll probably be able to taste it better when I'm well anyway~.
dalekpatronus: (SE - DEFEAT)

Sleeping soundly and then coughing fit! DX

Today felt terribly long and I wasn't able to focus worth shit.  I'm damn lucky I actually finished the project I was given at work.  I think a majority of it was the fact that I was preoccupied all day, wrestling with the idea of doing something.  In the end I decided it was better to just leave things as they were tonight.  It's something that needs to be handled before I work on Tuesday, which doesn't really give me much time.  I have a feeling that tomorrow night would be best, it's just a matter of motivating myself to put a plan into action.  Even now as I sit here and think about it all I can feel my chest tightening up and I can already tell that I'll be looking for a million reasons not to blahblahblah.

But at the same time I know I don't want another day like today.

It's times like this I realize just how much of a coward I can be.  

Balls. :|
dalekpatronus: (Dr. Horrible - dsfdggffff)

There I was, sleeping soundly and then BOOM!!!



I'm hoping that the sickish feeling I went to bed with is gone by the time I get up for work.  The last thing I want to do is try to focus with the way I was feeling when I first went to lay down. Dizzy and retarded is not a good way to try going through a shift. +_+  At least I won't have to call and get my schedule, I'll actually be able to look at it before I leave. Here's to hoping that I don't get scheduled for Sunday too. /o/   For some reason I'm okay working two days in a row during the week but on the weekend it feels ridiculously annoying.

Stuff and things. Stuff and things. MORE STUFF AND THINGS.  There was something else I was going to write about, but I can't really remember.  It felt important before I went to sleep, I guess not. Now to start thinking about getting back to bed~.


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