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Jul. 19th, 2010 10:18 pmHnnngh, it really would have been too much to ask for today to go smoothly after the day I had yesterday.
Pretty much got demoted from a job at work today because 'it just isn't working out'. I make too many mistakes, nevermind the fact that some of those mistakes weren't mine but naturally what I have to say just doesn't matter. I really should have seen it coming, but no matter. I've been wanting a little less stress and working the customer service desk downstairs isn't really so bad. It really was a little upsetting at first, so much so that I spent twenty minutes out of my lunch just sitting in my car (despite the ridiculous heat) and crying. For that I ended up with a headache and my stomach was so upset that I couldn't eat.
I needed to change my availability anyway, so we'll see how that goes over. Right now I'm trying to take a very zen attitude with everything, it will all turn out the way it's supposed to. Divine order and blah blah blah. All I'm really concerned about is that my hours will be cut considerably or that someone might try to fight me about it, but for now a break would be welcome. I hate going to work these days, I come home frustrated and exhausted without much of a will or focus to do much of anything anymore.
Mom asked me if I thought it was time for me to consider looking into a new job, but I really don't want it to come to that. I know I'm not the only one that's miserable at work right now, but it seems like it doesn't really do any good to try and talk with anyone about it. It's like talking to a brick wall. :| I guess it wouldn't hurt to look into alternatives, just in case.
Pretty much got demoted from a job at work today because 'it just isn't working out'. I make too many mistakes, nevermind the fact that some of those mistakes weren't mine but naturally what I have to say just doesn't matter. I really should have seen it coming, but no matter. I've been wanting a little less stress and working the customer service desk downstairs isn't really so bad. It really was a little upsetting at first, so much so that I spent twenty minutes out of my lunch just sitting in my car (despite the ridiculous heat) and crying. For that I ended up with a headache and my stomach was so upset that I couldn't eat.
I needed to change my availability anyway, so we'll see how that goes over. Right now I'm trying to take a very zen attitude with everything, it will all turn out the way it's supposed to. Divine order and blah blah blah. All I'm really concerned about is that my hours will be cut considerably or that someone might try to fight me about it, but for now a break would be welcome. I hate going to work these days, I come home frustrated and exhausted without much of a will or focus to do much of anything anymore.
Mom asked me if I thought it was time for me to consider looking into a new job, but I really don't want it to come to that. I know I'm not the only one that's miserable at work right now, but it seems like it doesn't really do any good to try and talk with anyone about it. It's like talking to a brick wall. :| I guess it wouldn't hurt to look into alternatives, just in case.
