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It seems that as of late I've become just a bit more...spacey.
Repeating myself without meaning to, losing track of time completely. I was going to try and actually get out tonight, be social again but something came up that prevented it. All for the best, I think, considering that I feel a little off. Didn't really want to stay home though so I ended up going for a drive. It was pleasant, just wandering about and listening to music. I don't think I've ever really done that without being upset or feeling shitty over something, so it was a welcome change. It did turn into an example of me losing track of time, though. I could have sworn that I was only out for about an hour, but when I got home I realized it had been over two hours. I'm really not sure how that happened, nor do I have the slightest clue how I got almost all the way across town without meaning to go that far. Not to mention the fact that most of the driving was done on residential streets...
There was something strange that happened too, music matching up with certain things along the way. I can't help but wonder if I was supposed to get something from all of it, something other than this strange feeling I've got. Nothing really good, but nothing bad, just strange. I think I meant to try and go to bed when I got back but I lost the time again. An hour where I'm not exactly sure where my mind was, but I don't think I'll worry too much about it right now. Maybe I'll think more on it in the morning or maybe not at all, I guess it really depends on how I'm feeling. I'm really hoping that none of this is coming from the bug that's been going around, I actually feel healthy for once and I would love for it to stay that way.
I think I'll scan through a few more songs and then sleep, it doesn't feel like that would be too difficult to pull off right now.
Repeating myself without meaning to, losing track of time completely. I was going to try and actually get out tonight, be social again but something came up that prevented it. All for the best, I think, considering that I feel a little off. Didn't really want to stay home though so I ended up going for a drive. It was pleasant, just wandering about and listening to music. I don't think I've ever really done that without being upset or feeling shitty over something, so it was a welcome change. It did turn into an example of me losing track of time, though. I could have sworn that I was only out for about an hour, but when I got home I realized it had been over two hours. I'm really not sure how that happened, nor do I have the slightest clue how I got almost all the way across town without meaning to go that far. Not to mention the fact that most of the driving was done on residential streets...
There was something strange that happened too, music matching up with certain things along the way. I can't help but wonder if I was supposed to get something from all of it, something other than this strange feeling I've got. Nothing really good, but nothing bad, just strange. I think I meant to try and go to bed when I got back but I lost the time again. An hour where I'm not exactly sure where my mind was, but I don't think I'll worry too much about it right now. Maybe I'll think more on it in the morning or maybe not at all, I guess it really depends on how I'm feeling. I'm really hoping that none of this is coming from the bug that's been going around, I actually feel healthy for once and I would love for it to stay that way.
I think I'll scan through a few more songs and then sleep, it doesn't feel like that would be too difficult to pull off right now.
