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This is an update.

I still exist.

YAY.

I live, really.

Nothing much going on, just work and stuff and things.

Bossu waifu has been upgraded to preggobeast. I dread what's going to happen as she gets further along, but I'm hoping it at least means that she ends up taking some time off and giving everyone a chance to breathe.

I'm still trying to come up with something else to do, I just have days that I don't care about any of it anymore and I really do wish I had the ability to just walk out like so many other people have.

I have a few discontents here and there, some bouts with apathy that are mostly work and computer related, but they tend to pass.

heartaddiction really does help me through a lot of it and I'm really so grateful for it. She puts up with me and makes me feel better at the end of the day, I couldn't be happier about that.

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Goddamn, I hate all this wind. It seriously plays hell with my allergies.

In other news, I live.

AMAZING UPDATE, YEAH?

As usual I had a big post planned, but now I just don't want to.

My dad it getting just a little bit worse every time we turn around, his memory is really going and I'm waiting for the moment that it starts getting really scary. When I think about it I get this tension in my chest and I'm really not sure what I'm supposed to do or say. He's barely able to get around right now and stubborn as ever, I'm really afraid that I'm just going to get a call while I'm at work that something worse has happened to him.

Today was crappy in general, really, punishment pain was at a high. I spent the entire day at work trying not to vomit and at one point I had someone watch the desk just so I could go into the restroom and cry like a big baby. You know it's bad when I sit down on a dirty floor just to get a little bit of comfort. I know someone cleans in there all the time, but still the look of it...on a normal day I wouldn't walk in there without shoes. Work is work. There's always something to remind me why I really should start looking for somewhere else and just move on. Shitty management in general and I'm pretty sure I'm about to get penalized for a lost package that I didn't even misplace. Nevermind that the package arrived in fucking NOVEMBER and that cuntwhore Jocelyn is just now getting around to looking into it. Dumbass expects me to remember who took the damn box upstairs, but if they just got their shit together and kept it clean up there (like I was doing when I was helping up there) it wouldn't be missing in the first place. I'll be damned if I let them take a hundred some dollars out of my paycheck for something that wasn't my fault.

To add to frustration and pain, part of heartaddiction's birthday present arrived completely wrecked. I was furious when it got here yesterday and called UPS to file a complaint. Spoke with them again today to do an inspection over the phone and then was told that they would contact Amazon and hopefully something would work out. Contacted Amazon too, just to cover all my bases and make sure that if I really needed to send it back for a replacement, I could. ONLY GUESS WHAT? They are completely sold out and don't know when they'll be getting more in. Once I hear back I guess I'll figure out where to go from there, it just pisses me off that it was the one thing I was sure I wanted to get her and now I might not be able to get another one in time.

On a more positive front, even with all the frustration at work I still know that when I come home I have someone wonderful to come home to. ❤ For all the shit I put up with lately, it all just doesn't matter until I have to go back in and deal with it again. She's so amazing, putting up with all my bitching and ragefits over stupid things. She made my birthday extra awesome too, which is just another reason that I'm so frustrated over this package fiasco. I just want to make things as wonderful for her as they were for me.

I've been playing Sims 2 quite a bit, which is probably more time consuming than it should be. Well, alternating between that and Black. I need to start connecting with people again, I've realized. Last weekend Toaster and I got back in touch and kind of caught up and it was really nice, now if I could just keep it up. :| I still have to watch more of Battlestar Galactica too, now that I think about it. Aaaaand, I think I quit writing now. I didn't feel like writing something huge, but I did anyway.

Kidney pain + nagging from mom about money =

SHITTY DAY.

Seriously, she couldn't wait until I was feeling better to give me shit about it?

Work would have been really awesome if I didn't feel like vomiting the whole time.

However, I did have really awesome spaghetti just now. So that almost makes up for the other shit.

Now back to messing around with Sims stuff and drinking the rest of this damn cranberry juice.

Ho hum, pig's bum.

I gave in and got myself a userhead. I couldn't resist the pirate.

Also, sometimes I just want to make a trufax section when I do entries. Starting now.

TRUFAX:

I judge people that solely come into the store to buy bottles of Crystal Palace or Importers vodka. I know it's terrible, but to me that's just the lowest of the low and a sign of true alcoholism. I'm not a vodka fan, but even I can tell a difference between cheap vodka and something more high end.

Also, something about work that I forgot, blah blah blah blah.

Today was kind of a moody day all around, so I'm sure at this point it wasn't just me being overly sensitive. After work I came home and just curled up around my adorable waifu and passed out.

I thought I was good, but now I'm just sitting here getting more and more irritated every time my opens her mouth. All she talks about is Shawn and Stan and Shawn and Stan and Heather and jdslkfjsdf shitcock goddammit. And if I say something about how tired I am of hearing it, I'm the bad guy.

I'm just so sick of other people's drama, there's no reason that someone else's fuck up should be taking over my life. Goddamn, I seriously can't wait for this shitstorm to be over because I'm ready to explode over it. It's probably stressing me out more than it should, but when it's all my mom will talk about it's really hard to avoid.

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HERE HAVE COLOURFUL POKEMON. B|

Hahaha. I opened this window a long time ago and totally forgot what I was going to write about.

So...

Have some pokemon instead. Yes. My hands are too cold and lame, so I don't want to type more right now anyway.

I wonder when people will learn that elementary school logic doesn't work when you're trying to return something. When I say you can return something and point out the various notices that say ALL SALES ARE FINAL, shoving it into my hand doesn't magically change my response.

Seriously, why all idiocy, consumers?

Tax refund has been acquired. I'm also getting paid tonight. My bank account will look awesome for a few days before I have to pay some stuff.