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sdfjsdkljsdkfldjsfsf.

That about sums up today. So damn insane at work, I don't remember it being like that last year. But then maybe I didn't have to work the Thanksgiving rush.

Now naptime. Maybe. If I can will myself to move from this chair.

I also need to dye pants tonight. Or tomorrow. Or maybe not at all since I already stretched them out again and the dye requires washing in hot water after. We'll see how lazy I am after I pass out.

Tomorrow is work and then family gathering. There better be beer there. Or else I'll be pissed.

I really was having such a nice dream, it's a shame that I had to get up and get ready for work.

Maybe if I'm lucky the day will pass by quickly and I can come home and take another nap. It'd be nice if I didn't end up being in a lot of pain too, but one thing at a time. I think it'll be good for a little while at least if I can just ride on the feelings that dream left me with for a while. ❤

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

Ate way too much and now I'm really tired. >:< 

At least the injury count for today isn't as bad as the last family gathering. I'm hoping it can stay as it is, at least for a few hours. Thus far I've only been shoved into a wall and stabbed with a fork twice. Granted that was my fault because I told my brother forks were for stabbing and he decided to test that. :|

After that was a grand joke from my mom about how I'd been forked today. Oh god how I laughed. |D

Every one kept commenting on how grumpy I was and I had to tell them several times that I wasn't before they finally believed me. The conclusion was that my good mood was still grumpy and a lot more violent than my bad moods. /o/

Now I just want to take a nap. Or maybe have another beer since I like those as much as I like naps. +_+

There are few things that I hate more than being sick.

What's worse than laying around and feeling miserable?  Laying around a feeling miserable because something hits you in a strange way.  I hate it even more when it happens with something that really seems like it shouldn't hit you on anything that resembles a deeper level.  Right now I'm going to leave it at that and blame the fact that I'm sick and ridiculously bored.

One could be remedied, I'm sure, but it's a matter of finding the motivation and whether I feel like sitting up or not. At the moment that bed is looking awfully comfortable again, so I think that's going to to win without much of a fight.

[EDIT]

I just went to the grocery store and bought food for a week, three large bottles of Sunny D and a six pack of bottled water.

All for under seven dollars.

Fuck yes.  That was the most AWESOME trip to the store ever!

And also the highlight of my day.

THERE WAS A THUMBTACK IN MY BED.  NEAT.

There I was, sleeping soundly and then BOOM!!!

SURPRISE ATTACK.

HURHURHUR.  GET IT? SURPRISE!! A TACK!

I'm hoping that the sickish feeling I went to bed with is gone by the time I get up for work.  The last thing I want to do is try to focus with the way I was feeling when I first went to lay down. Dizzy and retarded is not a good way to try going through a shift. +_+  At least I won't have to call and get my schedule, I'll actually be able to look at it before I leave. Here's to hoping that I don't get scheduled for Sunday too. /o/   For some reason I'm okay working two days in a row during the week but on the weekend it feels ridiculously annoying.

Stuff and things. Stuff and things. MORE STUFF AND THINGS.  There was something else I was going to write about, but I can't really remember.  It felt important before I went to sleep, I guess not. Now to start thinking about getting back to bed~.

One box ticked off that list of mine and everything else that was bothering me doesn't seem to matter so much anymore.

Work was okay, despite the fact that the idiots were out in full force.  Put something on sale and everyone thinks they're a fucking expert on this, that or the other thing.  There was the work 'party' afterward that didn't turn out too badly, it was nice to see everyone outside of work.  There were hot wings and I had some beer too, so it wasn't completely out of my element while sitting in the middle of a sports bar.  I did manage to have a good laugh when Sheldon referred to me as the happiest person in the store, which made me laugh harder when he said it was kind of frightening. |DD  I guess I do try to put up that sort of front at work, mostly because I hate going places where the workers look and act completely unhappy.

I was exhausted when I got home and it took me forever to figure out why, then I realized that I had quite a bit to drink at the dinner. |DD  Somehow it didn't really compute how much beer was in those tall glasses.  So even just drinking two 23oz glasses was about the same as drinking four bottles of Guinness. Surprising how it had almost no effect other than making me sleepy, usually I at least feel something more.  Perhaps I was a little more talkative than I normally would have been, but not much more than that.

Still pretty exhausted, but the sleep thing didn't work out right away so I put on a movie.  Hopefully after that I'll be able pass out, there's a lot of things to be done tomorrow.  Mostly to be done before Wednesday night, but if I can get everything finished up tomorrow at least I won't feel so rushed.  It seems strange how this time of the year comes so quickly, it feels like there should be a lot more time left but there's practically nothing~. 

All I'm hoping for right now is for things to settle down some, at least enough for me to feel like my head is screwed on properly again.  Still got quite a bit on my mind and I feel like I'm still hoping a little too much.  I guess there's nothing wrong with that, really, just as long as I try to stay a little realistic about them.  There's a lot of things I want to happen, but for now I'll take what I can get, no matter how small they might be.

Goals for today:

★ Get my work schedule for next week.
★ Send someone a text message.
★ Try to talk with people online.

Most likely only one of these will get done, but at least I'm going to try. I was thinking about going down to mom's today, but I'm not quite feeling it. Besides, I've been there two days in a row, I think we'll both survive if I stay home today. I should probably take something for this headache and lay back down for a little bit, but here's a meme instead.

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I just had a nice long talk with my mom about a lot of stuff, so I'm feeling just a bit better now despite the raging headache.  Medicine is kicking in now though, so I think I might be good to lay down just for a little bit. /o/  After that, the goals for the day will be tackled. I CAN TOTALLY DO THIS. YOSHA~ 

BAH.

Two fucked up dreams in one night, certainly not what I was hoping for at all. There was the idle thought of actually trying to go out again tonight, but I'm not so sure how that's going to work.  I suppose that still remains to be seen, I might feel a little better after work.

Maybe, maybe...

BLAH-BLAH-BLAH-BLAH-BLAHDY-FUCKIN'-BLAAAAAAAH.

I had stuff to say but I changed my mind. I'm just going to sleep instead.  Shit to do in the morning before work so I actually have to get up and make sure that I have plenty of time to do it all.

I was in a good mood and then suddenly I wasn't. Maybe it's just the headache that never went away.  Who knows~~. Maybe that's just one of those questions that will never be answered.

NOW SLEEP. /o/

BAH BAH BAH BAH! WAIT I'M NOT A SHEEEEEP. FFFFFFFF


I hate migraines and I hate some of my dreams even more.  Especially when they make me think too much, not that I haven't been doing that already but things like that just have a tendency to make it harder. Oh well, oh well~~~.

The end. Shut up.  Despite it all I'm in a pretty fantastic mood, at least in comparison to the last couple of weeks. We'll see how that holds out later on in the day~.


I'm going back to beeeeeeeeeed. +_+