dalekpatronus: (HORRIBLE ✪ dsfdggffff)

That about sums up today. So damn insane at work, I don't remember it being like that last year. But then maybe I didn't have to work the Thanksgiving rush.

Now naptime. Maybe. If I can will myself to move from this chair.

I also need to dye pants tonight. Or tomorrow. Or maybe not at all since I already stretched them out again and the dye requires washing in hot water after. We'll see how lazy I am after I pass out.

Tomorrow is work and then family gathering. There better be beer there. Or else I'll be pissed.

dalekpatronus: (WHO ✪ hnnnnn)

Yesterday felt so rushed and today is just creeping along. IT CAN BE TOMORROW MORNING ALREADY, FFFFFF.

Still waiting on my haircut, which is lame but oh well. Thirty minutes, just another thirty minutes before I can call again to check and see if the guy is in or not. And if he's not...then I'm just going to have someone else do it despite my better judgment.

sdlkfj, I'm so tired right now but I can't nap because if I nap I'll never get to sleep early enough to get up in the morning. Flight leaves at 7:15, so we need to leave here around 5:45 which means I need to be up at 5:00. Why I chose the early flight, idefk.

I like the purple and blue pattern that I didn't even mean to do. It makes me happy. :c
dalekpatronus: (VOCALOID ✪ ☆)
I really was having such a nice dream, it's a shame that I had to get up and get ready for work.

Maybe if I'm lucky the day will pass by quickly and I can come home and take another nap. It'd be nice if I didn't end up being in a lot of pain too, but one thing at a time. I think it'll be good for a little while at least if I can just ride on the feelings that dream left me with for a while. ❤
dalekpatronus: (ALICE ✪ ??)
Fffff. Today dragged on like nothing else, though I think it was partially because of the way the weather kept fluctuating.

Watching the desk I thought I was going to just keel over, it worried me quite a bit so I flat out told my manager if she couldn't find me to check on the floor. :| 

Got a lot done, even if I was a bit spacey, though at one point I just gave up completely on trying to focus and started doodling on a piece of scrap paper.


This is what I did in order to keep myself awake. What I should have been doing was the mountain of filing stacked up behind it. :| In all honesty that won't take me that long to do, but seeing as I couldn't even bring myself to organize them I knew better than to actually try putting them in the cabinet properly. Ultimately I just shredded old papers until the machine overheated on me and it was time to go home. c: 

And now...now it's time for a glorious nap since I'm falling all over myself I'm so tired right now. I thought about dinner first, but the pillow seems to be calling to me. +_+

dalekpatronus: (JUNJOU ✪ Relax~)

Ate way too much and now I'm really tired. >:< 

At least the injury count for today isn't as bad as the last family gathering. I'm hoping it can stay as it is, at least for a few hours. Thus far I've only been shoved into a wall and stabbed with a fork twice. Granted that was my fault because I told my brother forks were for stabbing and he decided to test that. :|

After that was a grand joke from my mom about how I'd been forked today. Oh god how I laughed. |D

Every one kept commenting on how grumpy I was and I had to tell them several times that I wasn't before they finally believed me. The conclusion was that my good mood was still grumpy and a lot more violent than my bad moods. /o/

Now I just want to take a nap. Or maybe have another beer since I like those as much as I like naps. +_+
dalekpatronus: (Default)

I am filled with great concern.


Kate.  Pudding.  Marshmallow.

ilu guys for serious.  B|

Now I'm going to bed.
dalekpatronus: (ToA - Not Amused)
There are few things that I hate more than being sick.

What's worse than laying around and feeling miserable?  Laying around a feeling miserable because something hits you in a strange way.  I hate it even more when it happens with something that really seems like it shouldn't hit you on anything that resembles a deeper level.  Right now I'm going to leave it at that and blame the fact that I'm sick and ridiculously bored.

One could be remedied, I'm sure, but it's a matter of finding the motivation and whether I feel like sitting up or not. At the moment that bed is looking awfully comfortable again, so I think that's going to to win without much of a fight.


I just went to the grocery store and bought food for a week, three large bottles of Sunny D and a six pack of bottled water.

All for under seven dollars.

Fuck yes.  That was the most AWESOME trip to the store ever!

And also the highlight of my day.
dalekpatronus: (Dr. Horrible - Drama!)
Finally did something a little productive with my time.  The fact that I was able to focus long enough to put together a new theme for my journal gives me just that much more hope that it's coming back more and more.

Work tomorrow, not really looking forward to it after being off for most of the week but what can you do?  No point in complaining about it in the end, really.  Plus I think there were plans to go out with some of the guys after work, so we'll see how that goes.  Then work on Saturday as well and hopefully not on Sunday.  I did put in my request for the weekends off when I went in to pick up my check, so I think it's not likely that I'll be scheduled but you never know when things could go wrong.

I need to start seeing about gathering boxes together too, I might even be able to steal some from work as they start to stock more shit for the upcoming holidays.  We'll see, we'll see~.  As soon as this movie is over I think it'll be time for sleep, just so I'll be able to function all right tomorrow.  This whole week my schedule has been off, but I blame the fact that I was sick for a few days.  Easy enough to recover from, just as long as I put my mind to it.

Energy drinks would probably help too. +_+
dalekpatronus: (Dr. Horrible - dsfdggffff)

There I was, sleeping soundly and then BOOM!!!



I'm hoping that the sickish feeling I went to bed with is gone by the time I get up for work.  The last thing I want to do is try to focus with the way I was feeling when I first went to lay down. Dizzy and retarded is not a good way to try going through a shift. +_+  At least I won't have to call and get my schedule, I'll actually be able to look at it before I leave. Here's to hoping that I don't get scheduled for Sunday too. /o/   For some reason I'm okay working two days in a row during the week but on the weekend it feels ridiculously annoying.

Stuff and things. Stuff and things. MORE STUFF AND THINGS.  There was something else I was going to write about, but I can't really remember.  It felt important before I went to sleep, I guess not. Now to start thinking about getting back to bed~.
dalekpatronus: (SSR - Hey baby~)
Last entry of the year.

I feel like maybe it's not right to just let it go without making one and at the same time I can't really think of anything important to say.  It could have waited until after work tonight, but I'm not really sure what the plan is for after so it's better to do something now.  I can't say it's been the greatest year, but I wouldn't say it was my worst.  

But I will say that I'm glad it'll be over in less than 24 hours.  I'm really hoping for this new year to give me something of a fresh start, something that I've been needing for a while.  I have a lot of things I'd like to do and a lot of things that I hope for, now we'll see how it all pans out.  

With that said, it's time to wander off to bed.  Probably won't talk to most of you until after the new year starts, so everyone be safe and take care of yourselves.

dalekpatronus: (Bleach - Smug)
One box ticked off that list of mine and everything else that was bothering me doesn't seem to matter so much anymore.

Work was okay, despite the fact that the idiots were out in full force.  Put something on sale and everyone thinks they're a fucking expert on this, that or the other thing.  There was the work 'party' afterward that didn't turn out too badly, it was nice to see everyone outside of work.  There were hot wings and I had some beer too, so it wasn't completely out of my element while sitting in the middle of a sports bar.  I did manage to have a good laugh when Sheldon referred to me as the happiest person in the store, which made me laugh harder when he said it was kind of frightening. |DD  I guess I do try to put up that sort of front at work, mostly because I hate going places where the workers look and act completely unhappy.

I was exhausted when I got home and it took me forever to figure out why, then I realized that I had quite a bit to drink at the dinner. |DD  Somehow it didn't really compute how much beer was in those tall glasses.  So even just drinking two 23oz glasses was about the same as drinking four bottles of Guinness. Surprising how it had almost no effect other than making me sleepy, usually I at least feel something more.  Perhaps I was a little more talkative than I normally would have been, but not much more than that.

Still pretty exhausted, but the sleep thing didn't work out right away so I put on a movie.  Hopefully after that I'll be able pass out, there's a lot of things to be done tomorrow.  Mostly to be done before Wednesday night, but if I can get everything finished up tomorrow at least I won't feel so rushed.  It seems strange how this time of the year comes so quickly, it feels like there should be a lot more time left but there's practically nothing~. 

All I'm hoping for right now is for things to settle down some, at least enough for me to feel like my head is screwed on properly again.  Still got quite a bit on my mind and I feel like I'm still hoping a little too much.  I guess there's nothing wrong with that, really, just as long as I try to stay a little realistic about them.  There's a lot of things I want to happen, but for now I'll take what I can get, no matter how small they might be.
dalekpatronus: (SSRUNE - ROBIN IS FABULOUS)
I think this is the first time in a long time that I'm feeling something that actually resembles hope.

I didn't plan on writing more before I went to bed,  but even the two pages that got put down on paper ended up not feeling like enough.  It's nice, feeling like there's the possibility of going to sleep without all the dregs of my thoughts stirring up.  I don't have any doubts that I'll be thinking again as soon as my head hits the pillow, but somehow I get the feeling that things might seem a little more positive.

Now I just have to hold onto this feeling while I get back into the swing of things.  One step at a time, no need to rush.
dalekpatronus: (Bleach - Star Gazing)
Goals for today:

Get my work schedule for next week.
Send someone a text message.
Try to talk with people online.

Most likely only one of these will get done, but at least I'm going to try. I was thinking about going down to mom's today, but I'm not quite feeling it. Besides, I've been there two days in a row, I think we'll both survive if I stay home today. I should probably take something for this headache and lay back down for a little bit, but here's a meme instead.


I just had a nice long talk with my mom about a lot of stuff, so I'm feeling just a bit better now despite the raging headache.  Medicine is kicking in now though, so I think I might be good to lay down just for a little bit. /o/  After that, the goals for the day will be tackled. I CAN TOTALLY DO THIS. YOSHA~ 

dalekpatronus: (ATU - NURSES :D)
Thanksgiving. :| 

I can't say that I feel like I have much to be thankful for right now, but then again I'm awfully tired at the moment. |D Everything is nice and clean in my room, so I guess that's something good.  I think I have ONE thing in the hamper and the clothes that I'm wearing at the moment. Other than that everything looks pretty fucking awesome.  

Work went well despite the fact that I woke up feeling terribly congested and couldn't stop sneezing until after I took my shower.  I was a little out of it, but I managed just fine.  I think the highlight of my day was hearing one of my managers refer to whoopee cushions as 'farty bags'.  I had a good laugh about that before wandering off to do whatever I was doing.  Came home after work and ate before I took a bit of a nap.  I actually ended up sleeping more than I meant to, but I think it's fine. At the end of it all I still feel exhausted so I'm sure I won't have much of a problem falling asleep. +_+

Speaking of which I should get on trying to do that since I have to be up early tomorrow to head down to mom's.  Knowing my family we'll eat, my brother will get lost in whatever game is going on and my nephews will beg me to play video games with them. Which I think I would be fine with since the last time it was Guitar Hero and Rock Band that they wanted to play. I think I would be okay with either one, really. Here's to hoping that tomorrow is an awesome day and the weekend is a good one.

And to people that might be excited about turkey day, eat lots of food and have fun. :| Or something, iunno.

dalekpatronus: (AKIO - Zuuuuuu~)

Two fucked up dreams in one night, certainly not what I was hoping for at all. There was the idle thought of actually trying to go out again tonight, but I'm not so sure how that's going to work.  I suppose that still remains to be seen, I might feel a little better after work.

Maybe, maybe...
dalekpatronus: (SE - Hnnnnn...)
Called my mom earlier to tell her that I wasn't coming down until tomorrow, that way I could see my nephews too.  She and I had a decent conversation about the election results, though the first half of the call she sounded grumpy as all hell.  I think at first she thought I was going to rub it in her face that McCain lost, but that really wouldn't have been the thing to do. Whether or not I voted for him, he fought the good fight and it's not really right to disrespect someone because of who they chose as their candidate. 

After that I rolled over and went back to sleep for a while, though I can't say that I slept very well. Weird dreams again and then waking up off and on to ponder over things, as if I'm going to come to some sort of conclusion regarding everything.  I finally made myself get up to do some of my laundry and eat something for lunch, but even now I find myself contemplating sleep again.  Perhaps after this movie is done...

At least I won't actually have to clean off my bed, that will be a welcome change.

dalekpatronus: (Bleach - Star Gazing)

I had stuff to say but I changed my mind. I'm just going to sleep instead.  Shit to do in the morning before work so I actually have to get up and make sure that I have plenty of time to do it all.

I was in a good mood and then suddenly I wasn't. Maybe it's just the headache that never went away.  Who knows~~. Maybe that's just one of those questions that will never be answered.

dalekpatronus: (Bleach - Omnomnom)
Sleep deprivation is GO!

 I totally meant to be in bed by 3:30 and attempting sleep, but somehow I didn't make it until 4:30 and even then it was a FAILURE.  I ended up having to get up again to take a painkiller for my back and then had to wait for that to kick in. I think it was somewhere around 5ish that I finally managed sleep. Then at that I was awake every thirty minutes for god only knows what reason.  The icing on the cake was waking up nearly an hour before my alarm was set to go off and not being able to get back to sleep. So I got up and sat at the computer for forty minutes and then left with plenty of time to stop by Sonic to get something for breakfast.

SO MUCH CAFFEINE IN MY SYSTEM I CAN'T HARDLY TYPE PROPERLY, BUT OH WELL.  That and the fact that my equilibrium seems to be a little off, there's a nasty pain in my ear and I can only hope that my body's just rebelling against the last of sleep and that it isn't an ear infection.

It looks like it might rain too. That would be absolutely glorious. +_+

I should try to make a few updates for some journals at some point today, but I guess that all depends on my focus level. Right now it's pretty fucking stellar but I can't really vouch for what it might be like later...

So for now, I'm just going to continue reading some Black Cat since I finally stopped putting it off~.

There's this guy that comes in here all the time to look at knives, rifles and just now he checked on a night vision thing we have in one of the cases. I always like to imagine that he's buying this stuff so he can go hunting for people. He looks like a normal guy, but who knows what he's really out there doing. +_+


Hurhurhur. Yeah, nap is probably not happening after work. FAIL. If I weren't worried about retarded little shits coming by and ruining the decorations that my mom just finished working on, I totally would have refused to stop by. I think it's time to break out the energy drink. +_+_+_+_+



dalekpatronus: (ToA - Not Amused)

I hate migraines and I hate some of my dreams even more.  Especially when they make me think too much, not that I haven't been doing that already but things like that just have a tendency to make it harder. Oh well, oh well~~~.

The end. Shut up.  Despite it all I'm in a pretty fantastic mood, at least in comparison to the last couple of weeks. We'll see how that holds out later on in the day~.

I'm going back to beeeeeeeeeed. +_+

dalekpatronus: (SSR - D8 !!!)
So I actually made it up in time and I was still late for work. |DDD  I forgot that I needed to stop and get gas and then the stupid pump wouldn't work right.  It kept trying to read my card and then took forever to process.   I couldn't help but laugh to myself when I arrived late and I was still the first one here. There was a call to my mom and a joke  how if I'd remembered it was going to be like this I would have slept longer. Of course, she chided me and failed to see the humour. Go figure. B|

I don't actually remember getting any sleep last night.  I remember being exhausted and having a gigantic headache when I finally went down for the attempt, but after that I remember a lot of tossing and turning. And coughing. Good lord there was a lot of coughing.  I think I considered getting up for a little while and fucking around in photoshop but I decided against it.  I've been thinking that someone needs a new set of icons and I think I know who, it's just a matter of putting forth the effort when I feel like I have the patience for it.

I'm still disappointed that I was too sick to go get my haircut yesterday. I really wanted one. It's not like I can't maintain it on my own, it's just I never do as good a job as the girl at the shop does. Not surprising since I can't look at it all from the same angles that she does~.

Kufufu~. I just love telling people that I don't want the stuff they want to pawn. \o/  But really, I think that's all I had to say on things for now, though somehow I think this is one of those days where there might be a ton of edits.


Hurhurhur.  No little girl-woman-thing, you aren't cute enough for me to give you a discount. Staring off into space and then giving me that demure little look as you tell me you've only got $300 dollars for something that costs $350 is not going to magically knock off that extra $50. Pouting doesn't help either.  You know what it does make me want to do though? Smack you upside the head and possibly break your face for actually trying something like that. :| 

[EDIT 2]


CUT FOR PORNY GOODNESS. :| Or something. )

I'm still laughing like nothing else. :|


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