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Today turned out so much better than I actually expected. I figured it was going to be nothing but disappointment, but I was wrong and I'm glad for that much. Got to sleep in late and then we got everyone ready to go out for steak. >:D So I had delicious steak and a huge mug of beer for lunch and it was awesome~.

I'm really grateful to everyone that took the time to wish me a happy birthday, it made me happy and I feel like it was really a boost that I needed after the way that this month started out. Hopefully it'll just keep getting better and better.  I think it won't be so difficult so long as I can hold onto the people that have really been lifting my spirits lately.  I'm sure by now you know who you are.  ❤


And now...meme time!

Comment with a pairing (RP or Non-RP Related) and I'll tell you:

1. When I started shipping them
2. What I think their challenge is
3. What makes me happy about them
4. What makes me sad about them
5. What moment I wish had never happened
6. Who I'd be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other
7. My happily ever after for them

Today was really just too awesome.

I was in an awesomely good mood, time just flew by and I had a ridiculous amount of energy. It took me a while to come up with the word to describe my mood, but it finally came to me.

Giddy. That is absolutely the only word that could even come close.

Work was awesome. Lunch was awesome. Tonight was awesome.

AWESOME.

I seriously spent half of the day at work just typing shit in and singing along with my music, cracking jokes with Cynthia and Kia, just being generally happy.

Amazing how little things can put me into such a mood, I'm sure I know exactly where it came from.  Even now I'm so exhausted I'm practically falling all over myself, but still I can't wipe this smile from my face.

Decent day, the mood is pretty high right now even if I'm spacing every now and then. We did some of the decorations in the front yard and then my mom and I went out to buy a rice cooker for the wedding that we're supposed to go to tomorrow.  I'm not really looking forward to it, but at least I'll have another day off.

Sunday I need to take in a bunch of stuff to help decorate my booth for the store event on Halloween. I'm so excited about all of it, even if it's going to be a little cheesy. I need to make a few adjustments to my costume so that it'll be wearable at work. No one will really understand what it is, but that's totally fine with me. All that's necessary is that I' m happy with it and I have fun. 

Interesting conversation was had at the lunch table, my youngest nephew trying to tell me what I was going to want to do with myself later on in life as far as relationships go. I almost choked on my food when he just just asked me very matter of factly whether I was a lesbian. I thought my mom was going to die laughing and I really just sat there and stared at him for a good long while. Then I just stared at my mom when she proceeded to tell my nephew that I was confused. I really had to bite back a laugh when the discussion went even more in depth and I realized that my family sees me as completely asexual.

I want nachos. Like, good nachos. :| 

Made it out to the bar last night to watch the UFC fight and then went back to Russell's apartment.  It was mostly sitting around and watching people play games, then someone put on Step Brothers.  I ended up liking that a lot more than I would have thought, though that really could have been the beer.  During the night I had quite a few nice discussions with people I hadn't really ever talked to at great length, that's good for me too.  Now if I could just get out more often and not be a chickenshit about it things would be fine, I think.  There was some talk of doing something for the new year, but there's nothing solid on that yet.  So...

HAPPINESS MEME

DAY SEVEN

★ I learned new things about some of my friends.  Things that never would have occurred to me, but when looking back some of it actually makes sense.

★ BONDING. :D  It's just a matter of branching out a little and not sticking completely to the people that you know the best. |D 

Now I'm hungry. +_+  I think perhaps I'll venture out for some food!

If I can bring myself to actually get dressed. :| 

Good day was good.  /o/

I would write more, but my head is killing me and I think this thing is starting to border on being a migraine.


HAPPINESS MEME!!!

DAY THREE

★ I GOT A HAIRCUT AND I FEEL AWESOME! /o/

★ After dinner my parents and I just drove around looking at Christmas lights.  We haven't done anything like that in a very long time and it was pleasant. 

A few weeks ago I put up some lights around my room just for fun and while we were driving around my mom said something about it to my dad.  When I was younger my dad did that once for me, decorated my room all in green Christmas lights just for fun.  When my mom asked him if he remembered that, he said yes without hesitation and there was just something about that response that made me start to tear up.  All the things my dad can't remember from hours ago and he manages to recall one of my favourite memories.  I guess it's the little things that really end up getting you. 

Tomorrow is work and then after that family Christmas.  I'm halfway tempted to buy a tacky hat to wear at work and wear while we're all opening presents.  Part of me is happy that the season is almost over, but the other part of me is a little overwhelmed by how quickly it seemed to come.  I'm hoping this weekend I'll have a chance to get out, I think that would be good for me.  And I'm hoping even more for the chance to do something for the new year.  I don't recall doing anything at all last year, so I think that would be nice if I could manage something.

But now, bed. +_+

So I guess today didn't end up being a total bust.

I was very upset because I woke up really nauseas again.  My mom was making scalloped potatoes for THE GATHERING and I was worried I wouldn't be able to eat them or the steak. But I forced it down and enjoyed lunch immensely.

I wanted to go take a nap after food, but then my brother and I started complaining about sappy movies. I loved that he liked The Notebook about as much as I did. |D I lawled hardcore at that and then went upstairs to play games with my nephews.

We played Rock Band. It was actually pretty fun, I was surprised. Although the winning combination was me on vocals, Jacob on guitar and Chris on drums. Musically inclined as I am, I totally failed at drums. Probably because of my wrist, which hurts like a bitch now.


I really think a nap is in order. Maybe I'll just pass out on my mom's couch.

BEING A ROCK STAR IS HARD WORK, GUYS. D:

Srsly though, I would love to go home in a good mood. Right now it's perfect aside from my stomach acting up again.