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Sudden headache because of one fucking thing said, it's really fantastic. It probably wasn't even meant in a malicious way, but still the presentation was pretty messed up. I really do want to o back to school and finish, but unless I go somewhere else (where the cost of living is way too high) what I was going for just isn't going to work out here. But when I come up with an alternative that I know I can finish, that I know I'm passionate about, it's treated like I've decided on something that sounds completely ludicrous. It's not like I said I wanted to get a degree in being an astronaut-cowboy-demon hunter, so why treat it that way? Why completely downplay something important to me and make me feel like crap for even entertaining the idea. Again, probably not done on purpose, but it still hurts like hell when people are selectively supportive.

I need to stop thinking on it, my head is starting to hurt way too much.

I've been trying to come up with a new theme for my journal, but creativity is running low or something. I can't even decide on a series/image for the header even though I have a song in mind.

Sign ups went up for the holiday party at work, including sign ups for a dessert competition and another talent show. It really would be nice if other people would sign up for the show this year, make it a little more fun. I did sign up already, even if no one else has, I just need to decide on something. I'd rather choose now than waffle toward the end like I did last year.

I have other things to look forward too, though, at least it seems that way. Something that could make me the happiest I've ever been has the potential to be right around the corner. So I really should just do my best to keep my spirits up and not let the little things get to me. ❤

I feel like I had something terribly profound to write when I opened this up, but as I sit here and stare at it I realize that I've practically got nothing.

Work was good, a few bumpy spots here and there with the potential to get worse. Though, I think in the long run it'll be okay.

I have to say I'm pleased with things in general, more so with that nice feeling I've been going to bed and waking up with. It's nice having that feeling that even if I have a shitty day I know things are going to be fine in the long run. Even better having things to really look forward to, having a lot of hope for what's to come. There were always little things to look forward to, of course, but the feeling is just even better now.

I actually meant for a nap when I got home, but maybe a little later. If at all. We'll see, we'll see~ Depends on whether this headache ever goes away or not, I guess.

FFFFFFF. HAVE A MEME. I'VE GOT A HEADACHE. ENTERTAIN ME, GDIT. DX


YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never really clicked, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my flist, so let me know with whom I'm friends! (Feel free to only answer some of them if you like!) Also feel free to be silly/smartass. It's okay, I do it too.

1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarky) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy, it'll entertain me!)
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

Today was not nearly as good as yesterday, but all in all I can't say that it was awful.  I spent most of the day just lounging around and watching movies, just as planned.  I had a headache for a majority of the day though. D|  It was so heinous that even two doses of headache medication didn't do anything for it.  After a while I thought maybe it was because I didn't eat enough but even a huge dinner didn't help.

I did use my quesadilla maker when I first got to my mom's and I was ever so pleased with the outcome. +_+  I made a breakfast quesadilla with some eggs, chile and cheese. IT WAS AMAZING.  Then I sat down and read an article in one of my mom's magazines about Van Gogh.  It was all stuff I had read before, but it was a good little article anyway.  After that was the blunder of the day, something good AND something bad all rolled into one.

I've been looking to get a new phone for the last few months, I would have liked to get one when it broke a little while back but I wasn't elegible for an upgrade then. So today I was looking at the Verizon site and found that they had a lot of the good phones on sale.  I found one that I liked that was only 20 dollars with the upgrade and the contract renewal, so I told my mom I was going to get it before the price changed again.  The last three phones I chose went up in price everytime I went back to check on them, so I wasn't going to pass up the deal on this one.  So I ordered it after checking my bank account.  There wasn't another word about until after we finished one of our movies and I got something of a guilt trip over it.  I got annoyed over that but I managed to shrug off after a bit, I think maybe all the movies in combination with the headache helped with that.  

Tomorrow is another day and I'm hoping for something to do later in the evening.  Maybe I'll prod at some people when the afternoon rolls around and see.  It won't get me anywhere just sitting around and hoping, have to be active active active. /o/

AND

HAPPINESS MEME

DAY FIVE

★ Ate an awesome quesadilla. :| 

★ Ordered a new phone that I'm still super excited about.  No hassle with the store to deal with, just the waiting for it to be shipped.


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Every time I see the commercial for Valkyrie all I can think of is how STUPID Tom Cruise looks in an eye patch. :| 

Goals for today:

★ Get my work schedule for next week.
★ Send someone a text message.
★ Try to talk with people online.

Most likely only one of these will get done, but at least I'm going to try. I was thinking about going down to mom's today, but I'm not quite feeling it. Besides, I've been there two days in a row, I think we'll both survive if I stay home today. I should probably take something for this headache and lay back down for a little bit, but here's a meme instead.

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I just had a nice long talk with my mom about a lot of stuff, so I'm feeling just a bit better now despite the raging headache.  Medicine is kicking in now though, so I think I might be good to lay down just for a little bit. /o/  After that, the goals for the day will be tackled. I CAN TOTALLY DO THIS. YOSHA~ 

HURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

I just laid there for a while, almost drifting off until my music stopped. It just decided to say FUCK YOU, NO MOAR.   So I got up to restart and tried again. That was another round of failure.

Third time's a charm right? I can only hope since I've still got a killer headache and lots of things to do tomorrow.

Even more things to do on Tuesday.  That's going to be haircut day and then mom wants to take me out to shop for new pants. I don't really want new ones, but I guess that would be fine. At least I won't have to keep redoing the patches on the ones that I have now. I'm just the sort of person who likes wearing things until they are literally falling apart, new clothes just aren't nearly as comfortable as things that have been lived in.

Less than a week before Disneyworld and I'm starting to get excited~.

Now here goes that third attempt. Let's hope it's the last one tonight.