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I had stuff to write about, but I'm feeling lazy now.

Work sucks. Probably need a new job at some point but that seems really difficult to achieve and the alternative could always be worse.

Hope everyone ended up having good holidays, Christmas here was awesome and new year's was even better. I'm certain the company helped and I'm really looking forward to what the rest of the year has in store for me. Last year had it's ups and downs, but ultimately I couldn't be happier with the way that things turned out.

School talk is coming up again, I do want to go back but it seems that saving money is just not happening for me right now. Something to think about in the future, at least.

I spent all day being cranky, but I'm feeling immensely better now. Getting the chance to rest and be with the person that means the most to me really did put a smile on my face. ❤

One box ticked off that list of mine and everything else that was bothering me doesn't seem to matter so much anymore.

Work was okay, despite the fact that the idiots were out in full force.  Put something on sale and everyone thinks they're a fucking expert on this, that or the other thing.  There was the work 'party' afterward that didn't turn out too badly, it was nice to see everyone outside of work.  There were hot wings and I had some beer too, so it wasn't completely out of my element while sitting in the middle of a sports bar.  I did manage to have a good laugh when Sheldon referred to me as the happiest person in the store, which made me laugh harder when he said it was kind of frightening. |DD  I guess I do try to put up that sort of front at work, mostly because I hate going places where the workers look and act completely unhappy.

I was exhausted when I got home and it took me forever to figure out why, then I realized that I had quite a bit to drink at the dinner. |DD  Somehow it didn't really compute how much beer was in those tall glasses.  So even just drinking two 23oz glasses was about the same as drinking four bottles of Guinness. Surprising how it had almost no effect other than making me sleepy, usually I at least feel something more.  Perhaps I was a little more talkative than I normally would have been, but not much more than that.

Still pretty exhausted, but the sleep thing didn't work out right away so I put on a movie.  Hopefully after that I'll be able pass out, there's a lot of things to be done tomorrow.  Mostly to be done before Wednesday night, but if I can get everything finished up tomorrow at least I won't feel so rushed.  It seems strange how this time of the year comes so quickly, it feels like there should be a lot more time left but there's practically nothing~. 

All I'm hoping for right now is for things to settle down some, at least enough for me to feel like my head is screwed on properly again.  Still got quite a bit on my mind and I feel like I'm still hoping a little too much.  I guess there's nothing wrong with that, really, just as long as I try to stay a little realistic about them.  There's a lot of things I want to happen, but for now I'll take what I can get, no matter how small they might be.