dalekpatronus: (VINCENT ✪ ❤?)

Finally motivated myself enough to fix up some images and swap them out for a halloween theme.

I need to remember to send a message to my nephews tomorrow to see when they might be available to decorate the yard too. Otherwise I'm going to tell my mom that she and I just need to do it ourselves. All I know is I'll be really upset if it doesn't get done before I leave on the 19th.

Speaking of which so far everything is fine at work, maybe all the reminders paid off. I was even offered a few extra hours next week, so that'll be good.

Tonight the goal is to play more Ocarina and put together a halloween themed playlist for work tomorrow. I have an energy drink to keep me alertish and I don't have to go to work until eleven, so that gives me time for both!

Yesssss, I feel awesome right now.

dalekpatronus: (GLEE ✪ slushies)
God, I feel so awesome and accomplished today.

Did a lot of reorganising in the gift shop, cleared off a few shelves to make room for stuff that was just piled all over. I wish I could have gotten a picture of everything I did before people put their damn hands all over it. B|

The day was so good that whenever there weren't any customers around I was singing along with my music and I'm pretty sure I got into some pretty slick dance moves at one point. I can only hope that no one was actually checking the cameras upstairs.

Tomorrow is comcast bullshit day. Saturday I agreed to go help with shelves out in shit city, I'm almost hoping that my mom changes her mind. If she has her way we'll be out there FOREVER and I'll get cranky about it and then end up miserable because I'm cranky. SO FOR NOW I'LL JUST HOPE FOR THE BEST.

Now...now to settle in and try to enjoy Nine. Which I'm not sure how I'm going to do it, because I really fuckin' hate Daniel Day-Lewis and I'm pretty sure they cut out the two songs that I like the best. We'll see. :|

dalekpatronus: (Bleach - Say huh...?)
Funny the things that pop into your dreams when you're sick.  Though in this case it's more about the fact that people I haven't thought of in years made guest appearances in the most recent one.  I can't really say it was a bad dream or that it was entirely unwelcome, but I woke up thinking too hard.  I do find it a little discouraging that certain things seem to be so easy for my dream self.  I think if I could have held onto a little more aside from people's faces and the general premise of the dream, something would end up being a ton easier on me than it is at the moment.

It's so easy to be wonderfully eloquent when you don't have to worry about nerves or reactions or looking someone in the face.  I keep going over the things that should be said, everything that should be added all at once and trying to gauge responses.  I'm obsessing and overthinking, just like I usually do.  I don't think I would be having an issue if I could come up with the words, but there's a problem with everything that I manage to come up with.

They aren't my words.  I'll catch myself in the middle of a thought, realizing that it's borrowed from a song or some other source.  Not a surprise when I associate nearly everything with a song, but annoying none the less.  I'm beginning to think that going over things in my head isn't enough, I think I'm going to have to break out a piece of paper and start writing it out.

At least I'm feeling a little better today, that's something.  Perhaps there's hope for work tomorrow after all. +_+  I really would like to be able to do my job without having to strain myself just to talk.  Though I suppose if it comes down to it I could always request to stock or something...

Which reminds me that I still need to grab some boxes from work.  I'll be lucky if I remember that when I wake up tomorrow, though.

dalekpatronus: (Pan's Labyrinth - Thoughtful)
It seems that as of late I've become just a bit more...spacey.

Repeating myself without meaning to, losing track of time completely.  I was going to try and actually get out tonight, be social again but something came up that prevented it.  All for the best, I think, considering that I feel a little off.  Didn't really want to stay home though so I ended up going for a drive.  It was pleasant, just wandering about and listening to music.  I don't think I've ever really done that without being upset or feeling shitty over something, so it was a welcome change.  It did turn into an example of me losing track of time, though.  I could have sworn that I was only out for about an hour, but when I got home I realized it had been over two hours.  I'm really not sure how that happened, nor do I have the slightest clue how I got almost all the way across town without meaning to go that far.  Not to mention the fact that most of the driving was done on residential streets...

There was something strange that happened too, music matching up with certain things along the way.  I can't help but wonder if I was supposed to get something from all of it, something other than this strange feeling I've got.  Nothing really good, but nothing bad, just strange.  I think I meant to try and go to bed when I got back but I lost the time again.  An hour where I'm not exactly sure where my mind was, but I don't think I'll worry too much about it right now.  Maybe I'll think more on it in the morning or maybe not at all, I guess it really depends on how I'm feeling.  I'm really hoping that none of this is coming from the bug that's been going around, I actually feel healthy for once and I would love for it to stay that way.

I think I'll scan through a few more songs and then sleep, it doesn't feel like that would be too difficult to pull off right now.

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