dalekpatronus: (HANAKIMI ✪ Gravity of Love)
It always feels awkward when that feeling creeps up in the midst of a happy moment.

I suppose it's really just something to be dealt with since I can't muster up the courage to actually get it off my chest, it really doesn't last all that long though. The good really does outweigh the bad by leaps and bounds, so in the end there really isn't anything to complain about at all.

Though, I do have to wonder how much of it is my being scared that it all just might be suddenly lost or taken away if I never take that step.  Or that if I do, I'll end up ruining something that was already spectacular.  It's all a little silly, I suppose, but when I think on it I'm really not sure that I've ever truly felt so invested in something like this.

Now that I'm done with that, I really need to start focusing on more planning. Otherwise things could end up being more stressful than necessary, time really is going by so fast but that's not a bad thing at all.
dalekpatronus: (ALICE ✪ c:)
Decent day all around.

I slept as much as I wanted before work and then even that was pretty awesome when I got there.

I'm still working through this rather persistent low feeling, but days like this make it seem so much easier.

I still have those little things that make me feel awesome, I truly am grateful for that. It really is amazing how something so inconsequential to someone else really ends up meaning so much to me, I just wish I could find a way to properly express as much.


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