You Will Come To Realize That You've Had Your Day.

Sometimes I wonder if I just try too hard for absolutely no reason. Not really with anything in particular, I've just been getting the feeling that nothing is really worth much anymore.

I realized today while talking to a friend that there are very few people I genuinely care about. I have been told by so many people that I am entirely too self-centered and couldn't care less about anyone else, but I have my few. There are some of you out there that I would do anything for and I mean that. You know who you are, and if you have to ask whether you fall under this category then it is quite possible that you don't.

You are the people who have seen me through the darkest times and the people who have seen my happiness soar off the charts. You are the people that I have been able to share my deepest emotions with. The people that I have felt comfortable enough with to breakdown and show how vulnerable I can truly be. You are the people that make me feel like my life is worth living and I only hope that I can return the favour someday. Believe me I try my best to be there for the ones that I care about, and if there has ever been a time that I wasn't there for you I sincerely apologize.

With that said I think I shall try to get some sleep. Try being the key word here...