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Darling, I'd Rather Fuck Sand.
Jun. 29th, 2006 12:56 amI should have found something else to do tonight. I haven't really gone out in forever and I'm kind of starting to feel the isolation more than usual. I've been sleeping too much too. Or at least more than usual, which probably is healthy but it's not something I'm used to. I'm so used to falling asleep somewhere around 5am and getting up at 9ish. For the past few days wake up time has been something like 1pm or later. It doesn't make me happy, it makes me feel like I have been wasting my time.
I've been going to work and sleeping. Whoopee. I just haven't been motivated to do anything. Or maybe it's the fact that no one is ever really doing anything or that I feel like I've been blown off or something. I don't know and right now I don't care. Unless someone comes up with something for me to do tomorrow after work, I'm going to end up sitting in the same place I am tonight. I'll be here drinking my last Fat Tire and pondering the merits of taking some of the Coors too, staring at the screen and trying to come up with something worthwhile to do.
I know I have friends and people that I can go to when I'm feeling low, but lately I've felt so alone. Nothing feels right and I feel like half the time I say anything I'm whining or just acting downright pathetic. Maybe I'm not and perhaps I'm just overreacting to everything. That's probably what it is.
I quit. This thing is just whiny shit that no one is going to read anyway.
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BTW, I apologize if I seemed rude to anyone today. As you can tell it was an off day and it was no excuse to take it out on some of you. I'm positive that I was fairly rude to one person, but I'm not sure if I was to anyone else.
Sorry, at any rate.
I've been going to work and sleeping. Whoopee. I just haven't been motivated to do anything. Or maybe it's the fact that no one is ever really doing anything or that I feel like I've been blown off or something. I don't know and right now I don't care. Unless someone comes up with something for me to do tomorrow after work, I'm going to end up sitting in the same place I am tonight. I'll be here drinking my last Fat Tire and pondering the merits of taking some of the Coors too, staring at the screen and trying to come up with something worthwhile to do.
I know I have friends and people that I can go to when I'm feeling low, but lately I've felt so alone. Nothing feels right and I feel like half the time I say anything I'm whining or just acting downright pathetic. Maybe I'm not and perhaps I'm just overreacting to everything. That's probably what it is.
I quit. This thing is just whiny shit that no one is going to read anyway.
[Edit]
BTW, I apologize if I seemed rude to anyone today. As you can tell it was an off day and it was no excuse to take it out on some of you. I'm positive that I was fairly rude to one person, but I'm not sure if I was to anyone else.
Sorry, at any rate.
