You Know How I Feel About Showfolk.

I think I've gotten into a bad habit of blowing things out of proportion.

Misinterpretation.

I had something that I wanted to write about but it's gone. Maybe it was to complain about something or to wallow. Both of which I do entirely too much. I was going to watch a movie when I got home from work, but the one that I rented didn't work in my player. I guess I'll have to take it back in the morning or something. May as well, then maybe I can watch it after work tomorrow. I think I'll try to snag a few more hours again on Thursday instead of going out and spending the money I need for Comic-Con. Rather, that money would be what I have for after the con. This last paycheck was decent and I still have the entire one from the last too. I had to get some new pants today because my others have started falling apart, meh. Everything always falls apart.

At any rate I'm probably going to try to crash for a little bit. Maybe do a little more writing, just not here. Writing for me, the kind that gets everything out.

In the end it was a good day.

I think I'm feeling happy.

Lyrics for the moment:

"i thought that the world had lost its sway
(its so hard sometimes)
then i fell in love with you
(then came you)
and you took that away
(its not so difficult, the world is not so difficult)
you take away the old
show me the new
and i feel like i can fly
when i stand next to you
so what if I'm on this phone
a hundred miles from home
i take the words you gave
and send them back to you

i only want to see
if you're ok when i'm not around
asking if you love me
i love the way you make it sound
calling you to see
do i try too hard to make you smile
to make a smile."

[Edit]

OH SNAP.

I just had a thought as I was getting ready to write.

I was talking to Jessica at work about how I get when I drink. I get touchy feely. I admit it. Funny thing, I only get touchy feely with girls. I've never been able to just walk up to a guy and grab at him. Mostly because I get too wrapped up in the one person that I want. If I'm not interested I can't do it. Something just hit me.

I don't even grab onto the one that I'm interested in. Which, going by my logic, would make it look like I'm not interested. In the event that I were to grab at the one I was interested in, they would know for sure. Well, shit fire and save matches.

My logic is retarded. D= I can't grab someone I'm not interested in and I can't grab the one I am interested in. I need to rethink my strategies...