Jan. 11th, 2009

dalekpatronus: (SE - DEFEAT)
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Sleeping soundly and then coughing fit! DX

Today felt terribly long and I wasn't able to focus worth shit.  I'm damn lucky I actually finished the project I was given at work.  I think a majority of it was the fact that I was preoccupied all day, wrestling with the idea of doing something.  In the end I decided it was better to just leave things as they were tonight.  It's something that needs to be handled before I work on Tuesday, which doesn't really give me much time.  I have a feeling that tomorrow night would be best, it's just a matter of motivating myself to put a plan into action.  Even now as I sit here and think about it all I can feel my chest tightening up and I can already tell that I'll be looking for a million reasons not to blahblahblah.

But at the same time I know I don't want another day like today.

It's times like this I realize just how much of a coward I can be.  

Balls. :|
dalekpatronus: (Mulder - Say huh...?)
TIME FOR A LIST!!!

STEP ONE: Panic.
STEP TWO: Make contact.
STEP THREE: Wait.
STEP FOUR: Determine a course of action based on response or lack thereof.
RESULT: Mission failure. Further attempts to be made at a later date.

At least I have control over my hands and I don't feel like my body is going to rattle apart because of nerves. We'll see how I'm doing later though, I have a feeling that one way or another it's all going to come right back.

In other news I ate some really awesome nachos and it's freezing in my mom's house. Though I'm inclined to believe that I might be the only one feeling it because no one else really seems to be complaining. Now it's time to do another word search~!

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