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I'm Stranded In The Wrong Time.
Aug. 7th, 2006 04:14 pmSo for those of you who don't know, I have carpet in my room. I'm in the middle of more spray painting so that I can start putting my room back together.
I still haven't been able to go out and buy a bed yet, but I figure a mattress on the floor isn't going to hurt me for a week or so. At least I won't be on the fucking couch anymore. I'm wanting to get a lot accomplished tonight with moving furniture, but I also want to go hang out with people. Something more social than just one person though. Unfortunately I can't see something like that happening on a Monday night. Fucking Paul and his retarded scheduling. While I have plenty of time today to get some stuff done, I'm also feeling a little useless. Seriously, I've been working nearly everyday since I got back from my trip and now it feels strange to be home in the evening.
It used to be that it felt strange because I was going out all the time. In all honesty I've been craving that social interaction with other people, but I've only made the effort to go out once. Isolation.
I'm becoming a hermit. D=
At any rate I should get back to my painting so that I can put my desk back together and set up my real computer. I miss all of my music that I don't have on the laptop. I wonder sometimes if I'm too dependent on my music to do anything. I have a hard time sleeping without it, cleaning without it, or just sitting around without it. It's like I have this void in my head that is somehow filled when music is on. I hardly watch TV anymore and so half the time I end up sitting around listening to music. Music. Music. Bah, music is good for you. What the hell am I whining about?
I still haven't been able to go out and buy a bed yet, but I figure a mattress on the floor isn't going to hurt me for a week or so. At least I won't be on the fucking couch anymore. I'm wanting to get a lot accomplished tonight with moving furniture, but I also want to go hang out with people. Something more social than just one person though. Unfortunately I can't see something like that happening on a Monday night. Fucking Paul and his retarded scheduling. While I have plenty of time today to get some stuff done, I'm also feeling a little useless. Seriously, I've been working nearly everyday since I got back from my trip and now it feels strange to be home in the evening.
It used to be that it felt strange because I was going out all the time. In all honesty I've been craving that social interaction with other people, but I've only made the effort to go out once. Isolation.
I'm becoming a hermit. D=
At any rate I should get back to my painting so that I can put my desk back together and set up my real computer. I miss all of my music that I don't have on the laptop. I wonder sometimes if I'm too dependent on my music to do anything. I have a hard time sleeping without it, cleaning without it, or just sitting around without it. It's like I have this void in my head that is somehow filled when music is on. I hardly watch TV anymore and so half the time I end up sitting around listening to music. Music. Music. Bah, music is good for you. What the hell am I whining about?
