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Show Some Love, You Ain't So Tough.
Aug. 11th, 2006 12:29 amSorry to everyone who wanted me to show up at club. I didn't get off work until somewhere around midnight and I have no money. Maybe next week though? Provided that I have any money and I'm not exhausted when I get off of work.
I'm thinking too much and it's making me grumpy. Me being grumpy makes me extremely obnoxious and I don't mean to offend anyone if I'm too obnoxious. Although it seems that recently the people at work are the ones who are receiving the brunt of my 'moods'. Sorry guys, but you're the ones that I end up seeing the most and I don't mean to be horrible to you. I don't want to be the kind of person that you start to hate after a while. -cough-
I did a full three pages of personal writing a few nights ago and got a lot of stuff out that I needed to. A ton of chaotic thoughts that needed to be spilled out onto paper. I even started a short story to get some of it out too, but looking back at it I think I'll just delete the file. It wasn't going the way that I wanted it to and so I quit halfway through.
Trashed.
I want that story to be over so badly. I want it to be just another chapter that tapers off into another one, hopefully a better one. I wish you knew what all of this was doing to me. I need answers to questions that I just can't ask and I need help that I can't reach out for.
I'm thinking too much and it's making me grumpy. Me being grumpy makes me extremely obnoxious and I don't mean to offend anyone if I'm too obnoxious. Although it seems that recently the people at work are the ones who are receiving the brunt of my 'moods'. Sorry guys, but you're the ones that I end up seeing the most and I don't mean to be horrible to you. I don't want to be the kind of person that you start to hate after a while. -cough-
I did a full three pages of personal writing a few nights ago and got a lot of stuff out that I needed to. A ton of chaotic thoughts that needed to be spilled out onto paper. I even started a short story to get some of it out too, but looking back at it I think I'll just delete the file. It wasn't going the way that I wanted it to and so I quit halfway through.
Trashed.
I want that story to be over so badly. I want it to be just another chapter that tapers off into another one, hopefully a better one. I wish you knew what all of this was doing to me. I need answers to questions that I just can't ask and I need help that I can't reach out for.
